Irina's POV
I finish packing my trunk so we can head back to school today. Pansy had sent me a letter saying things are really bad at school and saying that we have a pair of teachers that are horrible. I just ignore it because they never had been a teacher that is rude or anything well besides Snape .
We head to the station and get on the train. I sit with Draco and Blaise. "So pansy said things are getting worse at the school I say. "Yeah I heard that we have new teachers the carrows their in charged of disablement and they like punishment says Blaise . "So that's what she was writing about I say looking at Draco who was looking at the snow outside. "I don't think this year will be good "says Blaise . "Draco sweetheart what's wrong I say touching his shoulder. "Nothing's wrong honey I'm fine he says moving to sit with Blaise. I have a bad feeling there is something he's not telling me . After last night he didn't sleep with me and didn't even say good night. And he ran out of the room when I handed him the engagement ring which I don't even have on because he still has it .
He hardly has touched me or even kissed me like he always does. "Babe what's wrong I ask trying to hold back the worriness in my voice. "Irina nothing is wrong he yells . "Draco what's up with you says Blaise sitting next to me . "nothing I'm fine he says getting up. "Draco please stay here I say grabbing his hand . He jerk away. I grab his wrist and pull him around to look at me. "Babe please tell me what's wrong" I say feeling tears welling up. "Draco please what's wrong your never like this." I say trying my hardest not to cry . He just looks at me with a cold blank stare.
His grey eyes I feel like they are putting a hole in my chest. I just know something is wrong with him but he won't tell me."Draco talk to her she's your girlfriend and she looks like she is really worried says Blaise. "I can't talk to her about this "he says pulling away from me and walking away from us . I never felt so alone. The last thing I need is to Lose him and I feel like that is what's happening.
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Draco's POV
I just stare at her I know I'm breaking her heart so much I hate this I just get up and leave I couldn't stand there any longer I couldn't I have to break up with her and I don't want to. I'm such a mess I just break down crying in a empty compartment. I love her so much and it's killing me. The look in her eyes I knew she was breaking inside and it's all my fault. I never wanted to hurt her . I need her more then I can take.shes every thing to me and my parents know that . They both love her so much. They know I want to be with her. We get to school and I walk out of the train and she is right in front of me all I wanted to do was hold her but Jessica was on the platform waiting for me. I have to fight the urge to just hold her . Then she just runs up to me and cries and I lost it I need this girl in my life. I don't care about what the dark lord wants I need this girl she's my everything."I'm sorry babe I'm sorry I said As I kiss her neck. "I love you Draco" . "Dude I'll get your guys bags just take care of Irina Blaise says . "Thanks mate "I say . Don't worry about it she needs you and you need her right now he says walking away . I just pick Irina up and carry her out of the train. I don't even care about Jessica and that she is waiting for me . "Draco who's that girl jessica says . "My fiancé I say harshly as I walk past her and up to the country yard with Irina in my arms."draco your supposed to marry me she says . Sweetheart go with Blaise to the coman room I'll meet you there I say kissing Irina deeply. Then I turn to Jessica I will NOT marry you I say harshly I don't know you nor do I want to I have someone who really cares about me and loves me so please stay away from us and stay out of my life I don't want anything to do with you. Then I walk away leaving her alone I really could care less actually I don't care at all . she's just a little pawn in the dark lords game and Im not going to play anymore because I don't care about this good and bad side shit anymore. All I care about is me and Irina, that is what matters most to me right now. I walk to the Slytherin house "perblood" I say and the painting opens and I walk in and sit down with Irina and just hold her as we sit In front of the fire not saying anything to each other. I really don't know what to say . "I love you Draco please don't leave me alone . "Never" I say I have to keep her I'm going to hold on to everything because I can't Lose her . "Irina your the love of my life I can't lose you ever I'm not going anywhere I'm here to stay forever "I say as I put the engagement ring on her. "I love you Draco so much I don't care if you're a death eater all I care about is us " she says kissing me. I love this girl. Mind if I Slytherin with you tonight I say kissing her forehead . "I don't mind at all come on let's go to sleep love she says talking my hand and I let her lead us to my room. I just lay down and fall asleep with her in my arms . I'm never letting go of her even if it kills me .i wish this year would be better but it's not going to be I have a feeling.t
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In Love With Draco Malfoy or Death
FanfictionThe start of our seventh year at Hogwarts and things are changing for Draco and Irina. Draco become death eater and Irina has Voldemort is her Godfather and Bellatrix is her godmother .
