Why was I so infatuated with you? I don't understand. You're easy on the eyes, smart and my type. Yet I know nothing about you. Why you? I hate that I haven't seen you in over four years yet if I were to see you once again, I would be helpless. On my knees. I hate you for that. I wish that I never met you. I wish to erase your existence from my brain. Would I fall for you again? Or was it just a phase? I can't tell? You know why? Ever since we parted I haven't felt what you made me feel. Five years with no boyfriend because of you. Eventually my heart pained and got jealous of you and your girlfriend. Thought I should do the same to get my mind off you but I ended my relationship. I can't reciprocate their feelings. Just six days. I couldn't handle it. I didn't feel like he liked me anyways. Felt like he just wanted a girlfriend. I don't know. I'll never know because now he has a girlfriend. Wish him the best. Truly. Now you and I wander the world. I hope to see you yet I fear of how I'll react. You're so close to me. Your school is so close to me. Yet I never see you. Why must fate be so cruel.
