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My little princess

Author's note : this chapter may be a triggering for some of you As it contends self harm but I have tried my best to cut short the self harm part. So that all of my readers are able to read this chapter,as a lot of twists and turns would be taking place in this chapter ( a big part of the story ) .

And u know guys I wanted to thank all of my readers I love u so much for reading this story even though it contains many, Mistakes thank you so much.
Love You all
Ikimiki17

Pooja's pov
I rushed into the bathroom ready to do that one thing I had the urge to do "cut".

So I broke a glass and took the sharpest piece and slice it on my skin once,twice and then thrice tears no longer exists in my eyes all I can see are the flashbacks of harry talking to that girl, my childhood and how I am just a waste of pace on this earth.
I always knew cutting helps me it does I feel so light headed right now I was loving the feeling so I closed my eyes once again,once again I was risking my life but I love, I love that feeling at least it's better then feeling unloved, lonely when I was gonna slice the forth cut on my wrist the worst nightmare of my life took place.

Niall... yeah niall was standing there the whole time. uhh God can my life get any better?? Uhh

Niall's pov

When I was walking down the hallway someone bumped into me and she was none another then our poo and honestly I was making my way to her room cause her behaviour has changed a lot in the past 2 days she is quite most of the time which is quite unusual for all of us even harry is acting quite weird now a days uhh God knows what happened between these two uhh. I was brought to reality when I heard Pooja mumble an quick apology and run away. I some how managed to see her face though she tried her best covering it because she was crying.
so rather than stopping her I followed her to her room when she entered she slammed the door on my face and tried to lock the door but to her dismay she failed then I heard her sobbing uncontrollably I wanted to comfort her but she doesn't want anyone to know that she's crying.

So I stayed outside her room for some minutes so that she doesn't notices me but then the sobs were no longer heard I thought she has calmed down a bit now.so I entered her room trying my best not to make too much noise.When I entered her room I heard a loud bang as if she broke something and the direction it came from was her bathroom so I assumed she was there I was quiet worried now like god what's the matter gotta find out now so I went in by gods Grace the bathroom door was not locked "thank god".

But when I entered I was so shocked to see Pooja slicing her wrist but why is she doing that wait i..is.. She.. hurt..ing.. herself.. And that's when it clicked me she was hurting herself and I was just standing there in shock not stopping her and asking her why??? Then suddenly she looked up and held the same expression as mine once she saw I was standing there and had caught her self harm herself.

I quickly rushed over to her the and asked her to drop that sharp glass piece.

"Pooja listen to me leave..leave that glass piece right now"

I said in a stern voice by this time she was sobbing uncontrollably but she still managed to say

"why,why should I leave it? Huh and why do you even care?"

I was speechless listening to her answer.

"I care for you Pooja your our friend actually cut it your not our friend your our sister and every brother I this world cares for his sister isn't it please, please leave it poo please"

I begged but she just chuckled

"Is that so your such a liar Niall.. such a liar no one loves me no one.."

She said sobbing and started hitting my chest,

"you all just pretend to love me, why can't you all just leave me just let me be in whatever.. Condition I am leave me..."

By this time she completely broke down letting the glass fall from her hand while she curled herself in a ball sobbing, she was a sobbing mess right now. I kicked the broken piece of glass, not caring where it landed cause right now my priority is this lovely girl.

I leaned down to her level, hugged her and said " poo we all love you, to us your our little sister and your the most amazing person I've ever met you made me smile when I was in the same situation as you are,you've robbed millions of heart poo and we all love u for who you are "

now she has calmed down a bit and said "I'm not who you thought I was niall, I'm not that girl everyone loves, here right now In front of you is the real me and I know you probably won't love me after hearing and seeing the truth of my life I front of your own eyes even though this is the half truth of my life. half of it is still hidden from this world your the first person to ever find out my truth, to find out the real me, but now since you have found out I know you'll no longer want me to be your sister now do you"then she suddenly chuckled and said "actually chuck it no one wants you don't have to pretend niall it's ok I have learned how to deal with loneliness its ok"

she said the last part with a fake and a weak smile on her face trying to hide very sorrow she had felt till now I don't know her full story all I know is that I'm gonna help and be there for my sister no matter what.

I was gonna speak but then I saw the blood that was constantly flowing through her wrists so I quickly got up and started searching for the first aid box I found it in a drawer I grabbed it and ran towards poo took her wrist in my hand and cleaned the wound she winced a little but recovered from the sting. when the wound was cleaned I dried it up with a towel gently then bandaged her hand using some cream,cotton and then finally a bandage.

Then I picked her up from the ground in bridal style placed her on the bed and then said "Princess I don't know what you have gone through but all I know Is that you're an amazing human being,a beautiful girl, and I love you even more now this brother will take care of her princess will be at her side no matter what okay"

she smiled and said "really niall" to which I smiled and said really niall will always be there for his princess"

she smiled again but it soon turned into a sad face and said "sorry niall for hitting you I don't know why I did that when all you were trying to do was help me I'm sorry nialler"

she said with an apologetic look and I instantly hugged her and said "its ok poo we all face up and downs in our life and we all need some one to whom we can run and rely on when we are broken but poo you still need to promise me you'll never repeat this again okay I won't ask you why you did it, you can tell me whenever you feel your comfortable enough to speak about it to me, and always remember whenever you feel like you need to do it again you can always come to me and talk,you can take out all your anger and frustration on me. your brother will always me at your side Kay"

with that I released her from my embrace, she smiled and said "promise niall and I also promise soon I'll let you know about my past"

I smiled and said "whenever you feel like princess" she smiled a really bright smile this time and replied "thank you so much nialler"

To which I pouted and said "sisters don't thank their brothers for something like this princess, it's a brothers' duty to protect,care and be their for his sister when she needs him"

She hugged me and said "i have the best bro in the world" to which I replied "and I have the bestest sister in the world"
She laughed hearing my grammatical error.

I was glad to see my little princess laughing once again.