SBS ROOMMATE (ONE SHOT COLLECTION)

Into the new world

Sunny's pov

"Soon kyu-ya . What's wrong with you? Did you lose weight again?"

"Yes, I think I lost a little weight."

"Is this some new form of dieting or are you not feeling well? "

"Unnie , just leave me alone for now. I want to sleep."

She hesitated slightly before leaving the room. I looked at the mirror at my pale complexion. The weight loss was so apparant. It's not really my fault though, every year around this time I tend to loose weight

April 18. It was getting closer again. Every year, this month comes with a big baggage of migranes and sleepless nights. When I do finally get some sleep, the dreams haunt me. No, I don't have nightmares. But I wish I did. Nightmares would have been far better than those sweet memories that make me feel guilty and sad to the core of my heart.

A sigh escaped my trembling lips as I lay on my bed. I was back home for the
weekend. It had been like a tradition now. For the past 3 years , each year around this time I came back home. It helped me escape reality and the empty feelings.

"Home." I whispered to myself as a tear rolled down.

ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ.ㅠ

"Omo , aren't you Sunny from Snsd? " A cute girl in pink cardigan asked me. I was at the grocery section of the shopping mall looking around for some snacks in my hoodie .

"Yes, I am." I replied in a soft voice.

"Wow. Eonnie , I am a fan." She squealed clasping her hands to her mouth and dropping all the snacks she had been carrying in the process.

I smiled at her reaction as she fumbled with her hands.

"Eonnie can I take a picture with you? " she asked shyly and I nodded my head back at her. "This is my lucky day. Eonnie are you here with Jessica? I think I just saw her on the 3rd floor too.But I am not rally sure. You guys are really good friends right?"

My eyes widened and it got difficult to breathe all of a sudden. Adrenaline took over my bady as I rushed towards the third floor leaving the girl in confusion. My eyes scanned each and every corner of the mall to get a glimpse of her. She was back in Korea! I frantically ran around but I couldn't find her.

I finally saw her when I glanced back at the ground floor. She was looking back at me with a stoic expression, her eyes unreadable. She looked beautiful like always. Before I could raise my hand to wave at her she put on her sunglasses, turned around and left. I ran towards the ground floor as fast as I could but when I finally stepped out she was nowhere to be seen.

The feeling of emptiness settled on my stomach again and I had lost what little appetite I had for those snacks.

I took out the extra large sunglasses from my pocket and covered my face as people started pointing at me. I stared at the sky willing my tears to go back . My phone buzzed at that moment. I hastily pulled it out from my pocket hoping it might be her but I was filled with dissapointment. Not that I didn't want a call from Ryohei oppa but at the moment I just wanted to hear her voice.

"Yes , oppa." I said trying to sound abit cheerful while walking towards my car.

"Sunny-ya . Jong ok noona just called me to say that she was thinking of having a reunion samgyeopsal party for us roommate members . She said she misses us a lot. You up for it? "

"When ? " I asked as I unlocked my car.

"Day after tomorrow " Came his prompt reply.

"There is going to be a lot of soju
right?" I asked again as I started the car.