trust issues {Robaire x Fem! Reader}

Ch. 3 Two way street

Y/n POV

I was looking at Robaire. Him and the group were dancing. Until Jesse cut the music. "I feel like we need a different move to do before the course. Like the one we have now feels a little bit forced" He said. "How about you guys do something more like this" I suggested standing up to make my suggestion. "I like it" Robaire said. "I agree, it flows with the rest of the moves better" Jesse said. I giggled sitting back down. Jesse turned back on the music and I was back to watching the kids. 

I grabbed My Mp3, I was going to listen to music. I mainly had the covers of 4*town songs that Jesse sent me. I remembered when he would sing the songs all by himself and send them to me just to run in by me first. It was playing Nobody like U. I was walking to the door to grab my food. I chuckled at the memory of Jesse screaming at them. I was muttering the lyrics of Nobody like U. It was one of the covers he had sent me to show me the lyrics. Once I thought about it I was one of the first people outside of the band to hear that song before it was released. I picked up my food and walked back to the bench. I thought I was still muttering the lyrics. I stopped what I thought was muttering the lyrics, Then I got snapped back into reality from an applause from Robaire. "And that's around of applause to Nobody like U by Y/n!" He said clapping. "I was singing that whole thing" I asked a bit flushed. "I didn't know you liked the bands music, I mean I knew you didn't hate it but I didn't know you listened to it" Robaire said. "I like it, I always have" I said. "I mean you liked it enough to listen to in on repeat while we were dancing" T queued in. I chuckled. "I listen to it on repeat on a daily basis so it's normal" I said. "So you just downloaded it like a week ago and have been listening to it 24/7" Robaire said. "I had the song downloaded way before then" I said. "How we just released it for download like a week ago" He said. "My brother kind of sent me the songs before they were actually even released to the public, So I've had it downloaded for a while" I said.

 They all turned to Jesse. "What she's my sister, Y'all are glaring at me like I leaked top secret government files" He said. "Why would you do that?" Robaire asked. "Again she's my sister, and I knew she wouldn't share the songs. I knew it was only going to be her listening to them and to me it wasn't an issue" Jesse said. "You didn't share it early right?" He tried to confirm with me. "No I didn't," I said. "Exactly my point" Jesse said. I chuckled. "Okay, I just panicked a bit because I'm fine with her getting the songs early but I don't want anyone else getting them" Robaire said. I giggled at how concerned he was about it. "What!? I just get worried about it sometimes, okay!" He said. I put a hand on his shoulder. "It's okay Robaire" I said. He looked nervous. "Okay Y/n" he said. Jesse pulled out his phone. "We should probably head home now" He said. "Why what time is it?" Z asked. "It's like 3:30"Jesse said. "Yeah we should probably get going" Robaire said. 

Tae young POV

I was nervous. Our concert was in two days and I didn't have the moves right. "Tae young are you coming?" Jesse asked me. "Yeah, I just want to practice a couple more times, Just head to the house without me" I said. "oh okay, Be home by 5 for dinner" Jesse said. "Okay" I said. I heard them all leave. I started the music again and again. I kept messing up. I hit myself in the head. "Just do it Tae!" I said angry at myself. I played the music again, restarting it ever time I messed up. I had gotten the farthest into the dance that I had ever gotten without messing up. Then I messed up. It was the part where we had switched the moves out for one Y/n picked. I was mad that I forgot we changed the moves. I had tears coming down my face. I was slapping myself repeatedly. Then I couldn't move my hand. "Tae! What are you doing!?" Jesse said worried. "I'm sorry! Don't tell anyone please! I'll do anything!" I said. "Tae, Don't do this ever again. Please" He said cupping his hands around my face. "It's just I keep messing up and it makes me so angry!" I said. "We're all human Tae, It's just a dance. I understand you got upset with it. But please don't hurt yourself over it" Jesse said. "I'm sorry" I said hugging him. "It's fine Tae. I just need you to know that it's okay to take a break because I don't want you to get to this state ever again" Jesse said. "I want to go home" I said quietly. "Okay, Let's go" He said. I picked up my phone. "Oh it's 8 already" I said with a nervous chuckled. "Yeah, I called you like 20 times" Jesse said. "Sorry" I said. "It's okay" He said signalling me to follow him. 

When we were outside Y/n ran into us. "Jesse I was looking for you!" She scolded. "I went to go get Tae, I'm sorry" He said. There was a flash of light. "Oh my god! Jesse has a girlfriend!" the screamed taking a photo. Jesse was facepalming. "Just keep walking" He mumbled. We made a turn and then we were at the house. 

As soon as we opened the door I was bombarded with questions. "Where were you!?" "Are you hurt" "You were supposed to be home like three hours ago." "Everybody Quiet!" Jesse yelled. "Tae just lost rack of time, it happens to all of us." He said. "Sorry, It's just we were worried about him" Robaire said. "I understand, You guys had full right to be. Just he already feels bad and I have a feeling that being bombarded with questions isn't going to make him feel any better" Jesse said.

Jesse POV

Tae looked like he was thankful for me making them calm down. "I'm going to go check on my doves" Tae said walking to his room. "Okay" The band said. I listened as his door clicked shut. "Can I talk to you guys for a minute" I asked walking to the living room. I sat down. My knee was bouncing from nervousness. "Whats up Jesse?" Robaire asked sitting down. "I'm worried about Tae" I said quietly. "What happened!?" Arron T asked. "When I went back to get him from the studio, He didn't know I was there at first and I can't really tell you guys because I told him I wouldn't. But I'm just worried about him and if you guys could be extra patient with him that would be nice" I rambled. They glanced at each other. "Okay, We can do that, Thanks for letting us know" Robaire said. "I just thought it was something you guys should know" I said getting up.

Robaire POV

I walked up to Y/n's room. We cleared out one of our merch rooms. It was pretty easy to do. She had made the room pretty nice since the last time I'd seen it.

A/n: This is what it looks like (If you don't like it just change it)

I'm going to hope that loads in

Back to Robaire POV

"Uhh Hey Y/n can I talk to you for a minute" I asked. She nodded. "Whats going on robaire" She asked. "So jesse was telling us he was worried about Tae and I don't know why but now I'm worried that I've failed to be a leader to the band. Like I feel like Tae now thinks I'm unapproachable" I said rambling. "I think tae might just need time and support right now. I know your a good leader and will provide him with that" She said hugging me. "Thanks Y/n" I said. "Your welcome, but I need you to know that I'm always free if you need to talk to someone" She said. "I'll try to remember that" I said.

A/n: My sister found this chapter while it was in the works by snooping on my chromebook. Anyway she had the audacity to leave a god damn note.

Anyway if she sees this I might rat out her alt account if I figure out the user.