"family"
the first page of the rusty old diary said, the pages were crisp yet smooth.
By the looks of it, the book seemed to be someone's personal diary.a light creaking sound was made when the page was turned, "Srishti Nagar?"
19 august 1992
dear diary
heyaaaa my new diary aka my non-real friend aka also the one who's gonna hear all my rants from now on. now before you judge me for being a loner. lemme clarify, i do have friends, there would be around 30 people i could call friends but its just i don't feel that connected with everyone
but then again you can't blame me, i was homeschooled all my life thanks to my fathers so called 'business' he still thinks i don't know he is a mafia-duh
anyways GUESS WHAT? AS YOU KNOW TODAY WAS THE FIRST DAY OF MY FINAL YEAR IN COLLAGE, SO SOME 'NEW ADMISSIONS' WERE THERE AND I SAW A REALLY CUTEEEEE BOY.
hey i am not a pervert its just that...... he was just soooo cuteee and genuinee and ughhhhhh i don't know i just want to approach him.
writing short today cause i have to get my beauty sleep~ ab uske samne aisi shakal leke toh nahi ja sakti na
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10 september, 1992
dear diary
its been almost a month since i have been 'trying' to approach this guy, oh did i mention his name?Sameer
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. sorry that was just me simping severely
EVEN HIS NAME IS SO SEXY, LIKE SERIOUSLY EVERYONE IN THE COLLEGE KNOWS I HAVE A CRUSH ON HIM EXCEPT HIS DUMB SELF.
but a good thing that happened is that i got paired with him for the group project,
no i so didn't threaten his past partner
or did i?? HEHEHEHhe has half the college girls behind himself still he only talk to those 2 khacchar friends of his, what was their name again?
YAA RUDRAA AND AMAN SOMETHING.
i tried talking to them as well to approach this motherfucker- like seriously i never chased someone so bad in my life.
about that rudra guy from what i have heard he comes from some 'influential family' well a richie of courseand that aman guy, honestly saying i don't get some really good vibes from him. i mean he is just so -so?
my Sameer is the bestttttttttt
IF U DIDN'T NOTICE I CALLED MY SAMEER 'MINE'
HAH-
bye for nowwwwwww
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3 december 1992
dear diary
FUCK FUCK FUCKKKKK FUCKKKKFUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
SAMEER ASKED ME OUT???????????????????????????????????????
NO I AM NOT DREAMING!?!?!
NO BITCH DIARY I AIN'T LYING EITHER
YOU ARE READING
Illicit Affairs
Fanfiction"Why do you do this? Every time I feel like we're finally getting somewhere, feel like I maybe understand you, why do you have to fuck it all up?" "It's just a matter of perspective, and sometimes just a matter of a gunshot, sweetheart" he smirked