𝗧𝗼𝘅𝗶𝗰 𝗧𝗿𝗮𝗶𝘁𝘀 ↣ 𝗧. 𝗙𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗴𝘂𝗿𝗼

ch. 7

"darling, who was in the room with you?" i heard toji say. "n-nobody!" "open the door (y/n), i won't ask again." "i'm changing!" i lie. "open the fucking door, (y/n)..."

i gave up and opened the door, looking at tojis angry expression. "where is he?" "he..left." i told him. he walked towards me, staring into my eyes. he then gave me a very long passionate kiss, leaning down to my ear. "you're mine and only mine, got it?" he said. i shook my head. "got it." i told him. he pushed me to the bed, coming towards me and sliding his finger up my thigh. he kissed my neck, down my body. "toji, not now." i say to him. he stopped, and he looked at me with guilt. he got up, walking to the bathroom to take a shower. i sat up, feeling as if i had done something terribly wrong. i wanted to talk, but no words came out.

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it was the next morning, toji wasn't in bed which frightened me. i got up to go downstairs into the kitchen, but i didn't see him. i looked everywhere, only finding a note saying he'd be gone.

of course.

i still feel terrible after lastnight. i looked in the refrigerator to see what was there to eat. i pulled out some eggs, toast, bacon, and pancake mix to make. i was so exhausted, and i had no clue why. i just wanted to eat and lay back down. i mix up some pancake batter and pour then into the pan, then i crack the eggs putting them into the other pan, cooking them just how i like it. the food smelled delicious and i was craving it so bad that my mouth was watering up.

after i ate my breakfast, i decided to clean around the house. "let's see, dirty...dirty...clean." i put the laundry into the washing machine, and the dirty dishes in the dishwasher. after i tidied up everything, i took a quick shower soon being able to fall asleep with any interruptions.

which, i had hoped so.

toji finally came home, which shocked me. the things i wanted to say didn't come out of my mouth. "hey darling." he said giving me a hug and a kiss on the cheek. i only smiled and walked past him. "honey, what's wrong?" he asked. "nothing." i say. he turned me around, holding my chin up to look at him. "love...what's wrong." he said getting closer every second. "i..missed you!" "that's not it. you're upset that your little friend can't come see you, right? that you're the only one you should be with, right?"

my heart skipped a beat, he always knows what's wrong with me just by the way i act. in fact, it was true. i wanted to see gojo another time, but toji seems to be so toxic over me and only wants me to himself. even if i told him nobody would take me, he'd think i'm lying.

and that's why i usually keep things to myself.

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time has passed since that day. toji has been more distant, always saying he has more things to do for work, or saying he'll be on a business trip for a few days. it always made me feel like i'm always the reason for things. i got up like i do every morning, took a shower and made me some breakfast. "looks like i have to go shopping.." i said to myself.

after i made breakfast, i took the time to make a list of what i'd need to get. without toji being home, i don't really thing i'd need anything.

oh, how i miss him.

i grabbed my keys and hopped in the car, going down to the store down the road from where we live. i took a deep breath, hoping i had my pocket knife with me just incase anything happened. i walked into the store grabbing a buggy and did my shopping spree.

"maybe i should get this flavor, or this one." i say to myself. "ahem, miss. do you need help finding anything?" a man asked. i turned and looked shocked. "no thank you." i say with a fake smile. he nodded his head and walked away. everything was starting to feel off.

i hurried my way to the register, hoping nothing bad would happen. i looked around slightly for my surroundings as the cashier told me my total. "thank you, have a good one!" i say. i rush out to the car and put the groceries in and head home.

when i got home, i brought the groceries in, only to see that the door was unlocked. i walk in, grabbing my knife and sat the groceries down.

"welcome home, my love."