Different Realities

Conversions

"Urghh" Lucy mutters as she woke up. She glanced to see the people that she cares about looking at her with worry. "Other mama" Nashi cries gently hugging her crying her eyes out while the older blonde bit her lips anxiously.

"There there im okay now Nashi"The younger blonde said softly rubbing her back and then she glanced at Luce "Im okay Luce. I promise" she gave her a weak smile, but the older blonde didnt buy it. 

"We need to talk alone" was all she said making Lucy looked down at the ground. Luce went to kneel on Nashi's level "Honey she is okay so no need to cry anymore" she wpied down her child's face who was sniffing softly "She here"

"I know" Nashi calmed down "I was scared" she admitted quietly as the two blonde gave each other a concerned glance. "Im good now through but I would like to rest in my room now" she yawned slightly.

"Sure honey. Let me take you there"Luce took her child in her arms and headed towards the room, leaving the younger blonde alone briefly.

What can she tell Luce about? The whole truth or emit some of it? Maybe the second choice was better one now that she thinks about it. What he did to her was unforgivable and she rather not speak about it.

"Lucy?" she looked at Luce who was sitting across of her now. "Yes?" she questioned nervously. 

"Its time to talk about your situtation" Luce looked serious and Lucy felt her stomach dropped deeply. 

"Okay lets talk about it then" she said before sighing deeply. She can do this..she can trust her olderself to keep this a secret afterall.

"It happen when our father arranged a marriage between Fredrick and I.." she begins "Then thats when everything begin downhill, with him changing into a different person than I knew him from the beginning" she felt tears welling in her eyes.

This was so much harder than she orginally thought.

Luce kept quiet through.

"Then he begin to hurt me in ways that I didnt think he would do" she continued with a wobbly voice, trying hard not to cry. Fredrick hurted her completely "He was the worst than my own father who was also oblivious about the things Fredrick was doing"

Lucy swllowed down a sob "Then one night he did the unforgivable thing to me. I dont care that he was drunk! He shouldnt have done it to me! He runied me!" her voice crackled. Luce winced knowing the implications of it.

Fredrick had forced Lucy into losing her virginity to him.

Luce was seeing red.

"Worst part is that..he didnt aplogize to me and he totally forgot about that night" Lucy broke into a sob "Its hurts Luce! It fucking hurts!" she cries loudly as the blonde made her way to the younger blonde and hugs her.

"Shhh" Luce hushed the younger blonde while keeping her anger in check "Enough for now" she said gently. Lucy was still crying while Luce was holding her with a look of saddness and anger etch on her face.

Fredrick, the bastard was going to pay for everything he has done to her younger counterpart!