Different Realities

Two Lucys

Lucy stare at herself with disgust. Why is she so damn dirty..and why did her ex-fiancee reminded her of that..she wasn't beautiful but dirty. She wasn't a virgin nor beautiful, but corrupted and dirty.

She wasn't even Lucy anymore. She wanted to cry but arms wrapped around her and pulled her into her other self's chest. Oh god..even her other self have soft, but enormous pairs of breasts. "Sorry about my melons" Luce chuckles not caring if she just used a vulgar term "My boobs didnt want to desize apparently, so it just stays" she shrugged "I dont care ethier way unless it threatens my life like breast cancer"

"Oh" Lucy said softly. Her boobs were big but not as big as her older self.  She couldn't even look at them, thinking they were at fault for making her attractive and made her feel dirty. In fact, she tries hard to avoid any guys she runs into.

"Feeling insecure?" Luce ask and Lucy nods silently before hugging her "I hate everything about myself! I just do okay!?" She couldnt help but blurted out. Luce only kept on rubbing her back as she kept on ranting furiously.

"Fredrick and I had sex. I gave up my virginity to him!" She shouts before breaking off and panting heavily. She glanced up to see the older blonde frowning intensity. Lucy gave her an unease look staring at her briefy.

Green strap and black skirt with sandals..very much showing. Luce didnt seem to care nor did anyone else. Her ex-fiancee would have wanted her instead of her, but seeing that she has a child..he wouldn't.

She knows he hates children unless if its a son or his own kids.

Stupid man.

"That isnt consent" Luce look serious "That wasn't sex but it is raped. You didnt want this but he force sex on you.."She made an angry face "Bastard force it on you. I kill him" A dark look across on her face. 

"Please dont" That man never deserve to be defended but Lucy has a bad habit of defending people like him "Its fine" she lies but Luce wasn't buying it.

"Bullshit" Luce said startling Lucy "He raped you. He deserves to be punish" Her expresseion darkened even more "I can show him  of why he shouldnt mess with us. He hurt you means he hurted me" She touched her chest with her hand "We are a part of each other after all"

Lucy begins to tear up "Having sex means that both have given permission and love each other"Luce explains and she sighs "I gotta say and pardon my language dear but with all of that tons of fucking Natsu and I did, we had our Nashi out of it" She gave a tiny smile before fading "What you experience wasn't it. It was horrible and nasty crime he did" She rubs the girls shoulders "You should have never to endure it"

Lucy begins to cry and Luce gently pulled her into her chest again "Im here and I not letting you go" she spoke firmly "Especially when the asshole is still on the hunt for you" Lucy couldnt say anything as she was crying harder.

It hurts too much to say anything. Luce comfirmed Lucy's own fears about her first sexual assault. 

She was raped.

Lucy was raped.

There wasn't anything she can do to get back her virginity back. She felt a jealous pain inside of her chest. Luce was able to lose her virginity in her own way and ended up having Nashi as a result. She was married sometime after giving birth to Nashi. 

Nashi made sure that Lucy was a part of the family by calling her "Mama"oppose to "Mommy"as she does with her bio mother.

Lucy Dragneel had the life that Lucy Heartfillia had always wanted on her own, without her fathers interference or her ex-fiance having to ruined her damn future. 

She hated them both. 

She loves her new small family, who miraculously loves her back. 

"Luce?" The older blonde gave her a concerned look "Yes?" Lucy hugged her back tightly "Thank you for everything...and I love you"

Luce eyes widened before smiling softly "I love you too Lucy. Go to sleep..you sound exhuasted" she mumurred as Lucy's eyes started to close out of exhaustion.

"Thank you so much.." she mutters before passing out in Luce's arms. While Lucy was angry to go hunt the guy who dare so much to hurt her so much that gave her PSTD, she decided that the person in her arms is much more important than that piece of shit.

"Your welcome Lucy.." she kissed the forehead and watched the girl sleeping before standing up carefully and putting her back into bed.

Once the task was done, she quietly close the door.

Her daughter was still watching tv so she took the opportunity to go through the guest bedroom, lock the door and sat down in the bed.

She broke down into tears.

This..this was too much for her to take..