Love in a lifetime

Still a girl

Amna
I entered my room and drop my school bag on my bed and headed straight to the toilet,I finished my business and roll out just to check my time to find out I spend over thirty minutes in the toilet I know by now ya Aisha is done cooking which I have to face more glares and hard looks from her .i prayed,ask for forgiveness and walk downstairs just like I predicted here she is throwing all hard looks my way I almost laughed because of the way she is looking at me like I am one kind of a stranger I know she hate me but she still is that my lovely sister I could hold the world for despite the face that she hates me she love me a lot and I know which is something that makes me who I am I salaamed and Akram turned to me "ya nah I have been waiting for you when have you return  today is your last day at school right? I couldn't wait for mine so I wanted  cheer you up look what I have brought for you"he said all in one breath running upstairs to his room to bring whatever it is he said and within a second he is here standing again near my knees "my baby how many time have I told you not to run upstairs"he shook his head trying to catch his breath I take him up and walk toward the one sitter among the moderates decorated furniture in the sitting room he is my baby,I give him a peck and settle him on my lap a eight year  old still behaving like this but he has to be spoiled he is the last born is it not how last born are he being what the surprise it is a bigbom OMA I love this boy so much he knows I love sweet to the coolest that's why ya Aisha always say I behave like a child and am now a lady I yanked that taught away and stare at this boy I love with all my heart and a tear roll down my cheeks
   Have I told you I am a cry cry baby here i am crying in front of my younger brother
He caress my cheeks and I smiled
   "This is the best gift I had received so far my life"he smiled and hugged me "congrats Yamna" we laughed knowing well this is the name he called me when he was young he can't say Ya amna and he uses it sometimes to blackmail me I love the name given to me by my little  baby

I poured out some food for us all the way receiving much hard glares from ya Aisha nevertheless I won't acknowledge them to skipped away all negative thoughts today.....
  We finished eating yam porridge I ate ondo knowing I don't like it ya Aisha still makes it haha I didn't help her make it thou I nearly choked because of the taught running in my veins I am still trying to be the lady she ask me to be abii she said for once and I chose today so I will be the one time lady and then skipped back to my normal self Amna Umar farouq the master.
Today being Friday I walked back to my room immediately Asr prayer is called(done along four in the evening )finished performing my prayer I sat still on the mat which is now a habit of mine to pray until Maghreb
    "Ya Allah ya mutakabbir ease my pain,guide me along the right path,on this blessed faithful day of your answer my prayer and accept my ibadat ameen ya Allah" I concluded as I hear the prayer being called I perform my prayer and jogged down.
As I entered the sitting room flashing my not so thirty two teeth what I heard make some tears rushed down my cheeks I stood still after what seems like ten minutes I heard my baby's voice "ya amna why are you standing here" some more tears are about to fall again but I held them holding his hand and walk to the sitting room where ya Aisha and ya Akram are seated shocked to say "nothing my baby" ya Akram tried to stand up to run from the scene he or may be they created they are in their mind knowing well I heard them but praying I don't i masked my face "ya Akram so you have eaten without us" I said pouting my pink lips he shook his head not able to say a thing "then let's dive in" I glanced at ya Aisha she is frantically heating from inside "ya Aisha May I" she nodded and flashed me a smile not because she is still shy and nervous that I heard what she said,I headed to the dining table ready to serve and they all got seated finished eating silently "ya Akram ya Aisha saida sage Allah ya tashemu lapiya"I said with ammar and I take him to his room and laid him I waited till I assure he is asleep before walking out I glanced at Abi's room and walked to his room I silently pushed the door open and find him just like the way I left him I walk to him and said the prayers to his ears and walk out
I might be clumsy,mannerless,stupid,so unladylike  and also careless but I never get a thing to miss my prayers nor my daily adhkaars.
I went to my room to find ya Akram waiting for me seated on my bed and all I heard some hours or may be one hour ago rushed to my memory I tried pushing them aside and grace him a smile but he didn't smile back which make me start shedding tears and he hurriedly rushed to were I am and together we walk to my bed ,he sat me down and sit along my legs I look up to him and smiled again saying it's okay he smiled also this time stand up and move out.
I moved down and cried my eyes out 'what have I done to get this so much hatred from my sister how many times do I have to tell her I am not responsible for all this and I am not supposed to be and never should I be'

"Akram have you forgotten this girl here is responsible for making me still unmarried,and yet you asking me to stop how I behave towards her,Akram mami is dead because of her and looks let's move upstairs don't tell me your mind is telling you Abbi is okay hella! Abii also falls into that condition bisab ha (because of her)" she said all these referring to her sister,me,my sister no I can't bear this it's too much! I cried hard which lets me slept there in the ground .

Nana Asiya's pov
  
     I entered my house painted milk from the outside as I scroll through the gateman I greeted him "Assalamu alaikum mallam jamilu" Bowing a little to show my respect "wa alaikumus salam nana har an dawo (greeting ,nana you are back) "eh na dawo yau mun gama secondary" he smiled widely "to barka Allah ya taimaka (great  All the best) "Ameen" I replied walking inside to the main door I smiled knowing Mom is there waiting for me "Assalamu alaikum" she smiled gracefully "wa alaikumus salam my daughter how is the paper" "Alhamdulillah mom"masha Allah May Allah guide you "Ameen mummy" I looked around trying to find whether dad is back or not because he prompt me he will be back before I am back from school,he is probably walking down the stairs just wait a minute I smiled knowing much she understand me well
Abba walk down smiling at me and from the look of it he heard our conversation I stand and walk to him "Alhamdulillah mamana sai aure kuma" I pouted moving my small lips a little out "Daddy" and we all laughed I know today just like everyday will be great not to forget I am done with school coz no matter how much I like schooling I am tired of it!! ahnnn

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