I'M AFRAID TO GET REJECT

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FORTH'S POV

I saw beam when I was 7 years . my and his family were Best friends from college year but couldn't meet each other. Recently my family had just moved to the city were beam house is next to mine. that day I was playing alone in the park where he came to me. He was a year older than me. He was joyful and beautiful. He was my first best friend after moving to the city. Being with him throughout my childhood was the happiest day in my life and still is.I was naughty when I was child. We did many things together. when we were in 10th grade I came to know that I was in love ❤️ with him, also the interesting fact is beam and I went to the same school, high school and college. I and beam went together everywhere even my friends sometimes about we are together but in my heart how much I want that thing to happen but I know beam only sees me as his best friend. I didn't like when another girl came to him and talk all in romantic way and the way he smiles. And I somehow always tried to Break them up - but please don't tell Beam I was the reason why he was not in relationship Beam and I studied different course but I somehow manage to spend the lunch time with him. I sighed before I walked inside our room yup we are staying in one house rather than different dorms ・Beam suggest since we hangout at eachother places a lot so we should live together.. After reaching i notice beam as yet to come so went to get fresh and then start to make lunch for us since i finish all things beam came to home and told he was in library. After our dinner we room watch movies that why went to thing some Netflix as since we didn't have college because its sunday, and also our movie day. After half of the movie beam stared at me without blinking eyes. I raised my eyebrow as which was made beam red while blushing like he thought I caught up him staring at me •During last part I again felt like beam was watching me when I looked at him his face was way to close to me I felt as if being hypnotised by it. I gased on he pulled me by my head and kissed me passionately. Once we was out of breathes we leaved each others lip which brought beam to reality that is directly went to the to his room and close the door. I was felt it was end and I felt big suffocated, and the room air felt heavy I took deep breathe and I didn't know what to do One moment we were kissing passionately and the next moment I was left alone in the room.I slowly think for sometime about what happened and I covered my face in my plams and fresh tears rolled down my eyes and slowly went to my room as soon as I reached my room that I fell in my bed and cried it I didn't knew when fell asleep.

Next I woke up in the morning with nightmare and tear we're alreadly falling from my eyes as I went flash black what happened yesterday . I took my phone which was on the table and checked the time. It was 8:30 in the morning which was brought my 2 missing class . After we to get freshen up But to my mind went flashback to yesterday events which made by another class miss. I went out of the room I found that beam was already left for his class. He went to class with woking me up. so I went attend my rest of the class After attending to class I went to beam's faculty to meet him but there he was all laughing with his friends but when he me I Saw irritation in his face for me which I couldn't help but feel hurt. I hesitated for a second. I took a deep breathe and went to his bench and asked him.

Me: Beam can I talk to u for a minute in private.

Beam: forth what u want to talk u can talk here as my friend don't have problem.

Me: he said in loud and cold voice which he never used for me. Without giving him any reaction I asked Are u ignoring me

Beams eyes widened and he shutter no....no. I'm not ignoring u.why would I ignore u forth.he asked with out looking into my eys.

Really I asked. You ignoring me it because last night I asked him with my hurt voice?his friends were asking about but he glared at them. about last night.

Suddenly, he stood up and grabbed my hand and brought class room. Once we reached there he realised my hand and rubbed his face frustrated and irritated which guarded me more.Does he hate my now.

Beam I called him .he hummed
Beam tell me why are u ignoring me .Is it about last night. Yes or No I want answer now.

Yes,"he shouted

What u did yesterday I cannot understand .what are u trying to do.

Beam : Because I fucking love u💕💕

My eyes widened and it's watch true .its
Not dream.

He hang my head low and he said I love u.i loves you since the first day.you are my everything forth. I loved u and I was hurting without saying to u.

Why didn't you tell me I asked .he replied because he was afraid that I will reject him and only see him as my best friend.
I love you 💕💕 I said and He snapped his head up as soon as I said I love u. And I couldn't help but think he broke

What? He asked
A small chuckle escaped from my mouth. I said I love you ❤ and it's since we were in 10 grade.
But how? He asked looking confusing and still not believing what I said.

why do you think I follow you everywhere. why I agree to stay with u. I don't know when my failing started but I realized when we were in grade 10 well since then I hide it from you. I am arforid Beam that you will reject me having feeling for u . I didn't won't want to confess and breaks our friendship A day by day my feeling for you so much beam, and it's increasing

He stated at me after what I said and his face was filled with happiness.

Is this a dream! He asked. I laughed at his question. If it's I asked him to pinch me, as I raised my hand up and he chuckled...

He slowly decreased the distance between us and slowly his hand touched my chin and brought his face near. my this lips touched mine, and we sucked onto each other I a pull him near my from waist . After few minutes, we pulled aways at the needs of breathes.

Both of us were shy and our face is red. I look at him and pecked our lips once more and then we hugged tightly .I felt safe and felt home and in this hugs.

I love 😍 u .i said
I love ❤️ u too , he replied.

Once we done we went to our friends and told them are we are dating and they congratulated us

We were show happy. until ours long Ming announced we both are couple to the whole fautly. His face heated up but smile didn't live from his face.

I turn to beam was he was also looking at me mouthed each other love u and join with our friend to give them a party for our together.

After that we went home and cuddled in our bed until we fell sleep after telling love you to each other
This is the most wonderful lday of my life. My life my love is with me . once again I looked at his sleeping face 😍 and giving peck in his forehead and I also went to sleep.

Another forth beam story hope u all love it

Thank uou
#stay safe
#saty healthy
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