Dark Love

A Horrible Beginging

You and Sam were awful, tear stains all over both of your faces. You were silent along in the car on the way back the bunker to bury Dean. Sam said, "Y/n I-i think I- can bring him back." You looked in the mirror to see Dean's lifeless body. Then you look out the window with tears streaming down your face. Just looking outside into to the evil unforgiving night. Staying silent because it hurt to much. Sam was distraught and sad, he hates to see his brother die again. But it's not a Tuesday or any other thing this was the real deal. 'But this might work', he says in his head.

~Fast forward~

You and Sam got to the bunker and you helped Sam put Dean into his room. After you did that you took a long stare. And left the room before you could cry again. You left a note for Sam, and grabbed your jacket and left.

-Your P.O.V -

I don't think I can handle this anymore. Dean the reason why i'm here today is gone. I lost everything, my reason, my love, my savior. Sam said we can get him back here again but I have my doubts. I looked at Deans body one more time then I left the room. I don't want to talk, I don't want to do anything I just want to not be here. I grabbed my jacket- well Deans jacket that he let me borrow on the hunt tonight...I hurts so much but it smells like bacon cheeseburgers, beer and his cologne. I chuckle to myself, he loved those and pie. Then the sweet memory was replaced with a dark depressing feeling again. I left a note on Sam's computer that read, 'Sam i'm goin' out for a bit, be back in a hour or two. Text me if you need anything.
- Y/n.' You walked up the stairs and out through the door.

Sam's P.O.V

I summoned Crowley to bring back dean. "Hello Moose how's- oh." Crowley looks at my brothers lifeless body. "Fix him." I said quietly. "Sam-", he interjected. "JUST FIX HIM!" I yelled at him in rage "Do what you have to do just fix him." We have done so much for Crowley in the past he can just grant us this at least. I don't think me and Y/n can take another hour without Dean. I left the room so let Crowley do what he has to do. As I left I went to check in Y/n. She wasn't in her room or Deans. Or mine just to make sure then I went to the library. Not there I look at the table and saw there was a note on my computer. "Oh. She went out." I sighed. It's best she is not here for now due to Crowley and stuff. I realized she took Dean's jacket. Heh she loves that jacket and has not taken it off. I thought It was cute that Dean's let her borrow it on that night... The jacket is a little big on her small frame but me and Dean think it's adorable. I really hoped they would get together soon. But I don't know what she is going to think or say when she see's Dean walking the place again. I glance at the door. I hope she will be alright.