Namjoon Pov
"You know what I love her since 9 years." He said I see that love his eyes that is he talking about. But my heart ache.
"So you mean she's the daughter of Song Kang our dad best friend." I asked him he nodded my head I take my step back I can't handle myself. I stumbled before I fall on ground Jin caught me.
"Are you ok?" I nodded my head and leave inside the next to him which was my before I shift with my friends.
I quickly enter inside and close door. My body was shivering badly, my Heart start beating abnormally and I am getting problem in breathing.
"This can't be true." My dark flash which cover my life because of that I lost Mom.
30th December 2006 (Jin's birthday)
"Come on mon, i have reached before everyone come at party." I said to mom she was focusing on the road.
"Namjoon easy child, don't distrub me." My mom said but I was so eager to reach home.
"Mom please." I said and shake my mom hand. She get distracted and look at me.
"Namjoon, I am driving can't you see." She yelled at me.
"You are very bad, i hate you." I said and start crying which hurt her.
"Look, Namjoon don't speaks like this, son please keep patience, we are going to." She was about to complete her word suddenly our car crashed with an another car then a truck
My whole world stops when I saw a piece of glass drag inside my mom neck. On that day I lost my mom.
After 4 hours.
I open my eyes i find myself in a room i roam my head and look around the room i heard my dad screaming out. Then the door Jin come inside and beside me.
"Jin, what's is going on outside? And why dad is shouting." I asked him he didn't say anything and start crying then pulled me into a hug.
"Listen to me. You have to handle yourself." I was confused on his statement.
"I don't under-." I was cut off in between by my dad. He's looking so angry and hurt he was about to slap me but Jin hold his hand.
"Dad, It's not Namjoon's fault it was an accident." He said and i backhugged him in fear i never saw dad so angry and it was the first time he raise hand at me.
"Today only because of him I have lost the most precious thing in my life, today I have also lost my friend because of him." He said and leave the room. Tears fall from my eyes i see Hatrate for me.
"Don't cry Namjoon please, you know that he say anything in anger." I try to console me but I know that he will never going to accept me .
And I was right he start ignoring me whenever I try to talk to him, he get himself engage in work and business to keep an excuse to keep me away fron him.
Back to present
I came out from the past things when I heard Y/n's voice.
"Namjoon, open the door Lunch is ready. Jin has made this lunch just for you." I feel so sad when I heard her sweet voice, I am feeling guilty treating her like the way I did in these days.
I wipe my tears and open the door.
"Yeah I am coming." I said and again I close the door.
I walk inside washroom and open the water tap and splash water on my face and look in the mirror.
"How am I going to face her?" I know I don't have courage to face her i feel guilty. I am guilty of her as well as my dad. I am scared if she hate me. I want to apologise to her. I wipe my face and open the door and walk downstairs I saw her sitting with Jin she is looking so happy.
"Should I tell her."
"Namjoon." I heard Jin he was smiling at me i also paste fake smile on my face to suppress my pain. I walk towards then and sat infront of them.
"So what you have decide? Wil you stay?" He asked me i don't know what to say.
"Please don't think that i hate you for what you did to me. I am not angry with you. So please stay." I feel ache in my heart how can she be so good towards me after whatever I did to her.
"Ahm! Ok."
"What ok Namjoon?" Y/n asked me.
"I will staying with you guys." Finally I speak infront of her.
"Yeah that's cool, let me bake cake for you guys." She jumped in excitement and ran inside the kitchen.
"Till then I'll go and bring my things here." I was about to go but Jin hold my hand and pull me infront of him.
"Don't worry Namjoon. That was not your fault, you were just kid that time and i know if she came to know about this she will forgive you." He said and leave my hand and patt in my cheek and smile at me I smiled back and walk out. I sat inside my car and drive to my appartment.
"Where were you Namjoon?" Hoseok asked me when I opened the door I saw everyone was gather in living room with a questionable face.
"Jimin please pack my bag. I am going to stay with Jin and...Y/n." The moment I said this everyone stand up from there places and look at me with surprise.
"What are you going to stay with Jin and Y/n." Everyone asked me at same time.
"Yes, it's true. And I told you to pack my bag Jimin go and pack my bag fast." I said and take Jimin inside my room to help me in packing my stuff.
