I can't see 🥲

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Namjoon Pov

I pul her up and pick her in my arms and squeeze her body within my arms.
"Why did this Y/n." I asked her and tears start falling down from my eyes.
"I can't handle this." She replied with a sobbing voice.
"Look at me." I hold her face and made her look at me, she looked in my eyes with eyes cover with coat of tears.

"Why are you doing this when you haven't done anything wrong?" I said with calm voice.
"So what should I do, I am seeing everything being lost in front of my eyes, I have lost a lot in my life, now I cannot tolerate it." She expressed her feelings infront of me and hide her face in my chest while still crying.






"Don't cry please I am with you always." I said then she stop crying and look at me.
"Promise." She asked me to promise her i look at her face which was shining with a light of hope.
"I promise." I promised her and made her stand on her legs and take her down to corridor with me.

I made her inside the car and drive away towards home where Me, Jin and Y/n live but something has changed now 2 people are living in this house it's me and Y/n.
I went to Jin's room his all stuff are missing I already know where he is.

I came back and saw Y/n lightly sobbing while looka around the house and then sat on the couch.


I know what going on her I felt the same way when I had stopped getting letters from her, whenever I needed him, her used to give feeling of being with her. Now she's the one who need me now.

I paste a sweet fake smile on my face and went near her.
"Hey Y/n." She looked me.
"Yeah." She wipe her tears and asked me.

"When I was in school, I got a letter with your name written on it." I said and handover the envelope to her.
"A letter for me." She open the envelope and open the letter after reading name which was written on top,I pool of tears form in her eyes but these tears are not sign of sadness but a happy one.














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"How you are doing Chuby? I feel bad hearing about you i wish I could be there with you to support you.
I know I am writing a letter for you after a long time. I was busy in my family stuff that you already know." She nodded her head in agreement.
"Yes."
"But don't worry everything will be fine. I will pray that the smile that you have lost will come back to your face. And I am back to help you to bring back that smile."
"But i want you to be here with me." She said and shead drops of tears on letter.
"I know you were be wishing me to be with you there. But don't worry I will come when the time comes."
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She refold the Letter and put back inside the envelope and look at me.
"Thank you." She said and hugged me i don't know how to react but i hugged her back.




"Thank you for bringing this letter to me. This letter is very dear to me because it's send by my Bestfriend 'koya' thanks." She pulled away from the hug and walk towards her room.
"Y/n." I whisper her name softly which she heard.




"What's it Namjoon?" I walk towards her and playing with my fingers. God why I am hell nervous infront of her.
"Can..." I take a pause and bit my lips and take a deep breath.
"Can...you stay here? Don't go back." I finally completed my sentence.


"Sorry but i can't stay here, I am going back To US." She tell me that she's going back.

It hurts.

"But why?" I asked her. She looked towards the door then look at me.
"Whatever happened in school today, my mother has decided that I should go back U.S. and complete my studies." She tell me the reason but i know something more is there.

"I know this not only the reason. Tell the real reason Y/n." I put the question infront of her which I got in my head.








She didn't say anything but the eyes reveal the pain she's hiding.
"Because I can't see." She said and stream of tears fall down.
"I can't see my love being someone else's in front of my eyes. I can't see that Namjoon." She sat on the stair and crying hard. I sat beside her and pulled her in my embrace to comfort her.









"I am sure that if that love comes in your life, then you will have life time with you."










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