it was two days after sabrina's party and her and will were sitting in her bedroom. they just got done watching minions 2 with avri and exton and opening the last of her presents. her last one was from her older brother Indio and it was one of his sweaters that she used to wear all of the time. she missed her brother but he was living his life and she couldn't blame him.
will was supportive and watched her open each one. he claimed his gift of 4 sunglasses was the best. she would never tell him but it was definitely up there. sabrina and will had spent almost a full month together and she realized a lot of things. she decided that it was time to listen to what jayden said.
will collapsed onto her bed and sighed before saying, "watching you smile never gets old," sabrina smiled at the boy before sitting down next to him.
"i absolutely loved what everyone got me for my birthday. i loved just being around everyone again. but do you know what i actually wanted?" sabrina asked. will sat up to look at sabrina in the eyes.
"what?" will questioned as he turned to sit criss-cross facing while sabrina said the same. when they were sitting across from each other, sabrina opened her mouth to answer but nothing came out. will placed his hand on sabrina's knee for comfort and he felt her relax under his touch. he smiled at her and sabrina smiled back. her eyes drifted to will's lips but quickly went back to his eyes.
"honestly... i just wanted to kiss you," sabrina said with a sigh. will's eyes grew big. he was too stunned to speak. sabrina knew he wasn't going to answer yet so she continued, "the whole night. from when we were just sitting on the chair talking, to when we were dancing, to every time you looked at me and gave me that smile. i just wanted to kiss you."
"i've been wanting to kiss you since 2017," will joked making sabrina laugh a little with him. will could see something was holding sabrina back. she had that thoughtful look on her face. she was trying to decide whether or not she should say what she wanted to.
"that scares the shit out of me," sabrina said as she tensed up again. will's smile dropped. did she finally realize how weird he was? did she want to drop him? was there another guy? so many things were going through will's head but luckily he kept them in.
"what do you mean?" will asked as he tried to reach sabrina's eyes. she wouldn't look at him.
"you make me have this undeniable feeling in my chest. i try to ignore it but i can't. fuck will i like you and it scares me. i've never actually liked anyone before. but i find myself wanting you, and only you to make me feeling like i'm the only girl in the world. i don't know what to do. it's overwhelming," sabrina ranted. will gave her a small smile even though he knew she couldn't see it.
"i'm sure you already know this but you make me have that same feeling. i don't try to ignore it because i don't want to. i like you. i always have and you know that. i'll always treat you the way you deserve to be. you don't have to be scared of me, and we definitely don't have to do anything you don't want to. we can just be.. sab and will. that's okay," will said in a soft voice. sab finally looked up to meet will's eyes.
"i'm sorry will. is it selfish to say that i still want you all to myself? i'm just- i'm just not ready for it yet. i'm not ready for a relationship," sabrina said in a sad tone. her eyes dropped from will's once again. she began playing with the hand will put on her knee and laced their fingers together.
"it's okay sab. whenever you're ready, i'm here. i've been yours for almost five years now. i think i can wait a little longer," will responded. sabrina looked up at him and smiled. the two sat across from each other and maintained their eye contact until sab broke it to look at will's lips again. will couldn't help himself and he looked at sab's lips too. when their eyes reconnected, he felt some kind of fire light up inside him.
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