Happier Than Ever - Jensoo(One-shot)

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Genre: Angst, very angst, jhbdbksdvkhbvds ANGSTTT

point: the lyrics of the song used are from Billie Eilish's "Happier Than Ever" but the storyline doesn't relate to that – except the ending chorus

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I stepped on stage, the lights blinding me, my charming smile showing; as to how many fans there are. It excited me, the interview before the concert didn't.

It saddened me, depressed me, reminded me of her. I miss her; so fucking much.

We went through a bunch of songs, finally reaching the sentimental songs. The ones I wrote during that period of time. My heart beat faster, I sat on the ground. The ground was hard but I was far too distracted to pay attention. Nobody knew about my love for her. Nobody knew who I had fallen for. Nobody knew who had Kim Jisoo wrapped around their hand. She did and she betrayed me because if it.

The instruments started playing and I singed through the verses and choruses, finally reaching the ending chorus. I had cried while writing this. It took me days to finish it, and it came out so perfectly, so sadly, you could feel it.

"I don't relate to you!" I sang with all my heart, I had to. I wish she weren't so oblivious. I wish I hadn't told her.

"I don't relate to you, no!"

"Have you ever fallen in love?" the interviewer asked.

"Unniiieeeee, try this ice cream! Pleaassseeee!", Jennie begs; stretching each vowel, "I knooooww you'll love it!"

I laughed wholeheartedly, gosh this girl! "No, I only love chocolate and that's final!" I said dramatically.

"But, that's what you said about coffee ice cream before you tried the chocolate. It's my favorite unnie, if you hate my favorite then you hate me!" She pouted with her back facing me.

"Fine, fine. Give me the damn ice cream."

"Yayyyyy! I know you'll love it!" She shoved the ice cream in my face, making half my face milk-ice cream-flavored.

"Cause I'd never treat me this shitty!" I continued to sing, tears building up.

"Yes, I have fallen in love," I reply to the interviewer, trailing off.

"Oh my God! Jennie, what happened to the kitchen!" I shouted, seeing half my kitchen covered in flour and eggs, "I thought this only happened in cartoons, what the actual fuck?!"

"I- I'm sorry, Unnie. I didn't mean for it to spill this much. I was trying to make pancakes, first, but then I realized I don't know how to make them. So, I tried making cake and this happened." She said, tears in her eyes, a pout covering her face.

"Oof, you know I can't resist that face. It's fine, just help me clean it. And, even though you trashed my kitchen, I appreciate your effort and I'll take you out for some ice cream."

She squealed and quickly helped me clean the kitchen.

"You made me hate this city!" I shouted, tears falling freely.

"But I wish I hadn't." I continued.

"Jisoo, meet my boyfriend Kai." Jennie said, holding his hand as they smiled at each other beautifully. I was supposed to be him.

I hid the flowers behind me, "Congrats! And, he looks like a gentlemen. I'm proud of you!" I excitedly said, my heart beating slowly. Time was passing too slow. I wanted to go home.

"And I don't talk shit about you on the internet." I sang with the crowd, all of them singing their hearts out. Some of them crying, some of them laughing, some of them thinking. It intrigued me.

"Never told anyone anything bad." I continued singing, the crowd still loud as ever.

"Jendeuki, where are you going?" I asked, yawning tiredly.

"Oh, Jisoo Unnie, I didn't want to wake you up. I'm meeting up with Kai! He's taking me out for breakfast and we also have a date tonight. I'm so excited!" She says hyperventilating. I wish I had done this to her.

"Well, then, get the fuck out. You don't want to be late, do you?" I say, faking my enthusiasm.

"No, no, I don't! Thanks Unnie, bye!" She excitedly said, kissing me on the cheek and running out. It still made my heart speed. I'm so whipped, it hurts.

"Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything." I didn't sing this line, the crowd did. I was too busy shedding tears. It hurt too fucking much.

"Jennie, I have something important to tell you." I said seriously.

She nodded and strided towards me, "Sure, Unnie, tell me everything." She gave me her undivided attention, until...

"So, there's this girl I li-" I got cut off by her phone chiming.

She stood up and ran to her phone, "Yeoboseyo? Oh, Hey, Kai! Now? Sure, sure. I'll be there in a jiffy."

She ended the call and looked at me, "Sorry, Unnie, can you save it for later? Kai needs me."

"Of course, Jendeuki, I understand. See you later." I said sadly, it angered me. I wanted to love her without hiding. Oh, how much I wish I was Kai.

I built up my courage and finally sang, "And all that you did was make me fucking sad!" I said, giving up my whole power for this song. It caused so many emotions for me.

"Jennie, don't you understand?! I fucking love you! And, I have been for years! But, all you ever do is ignore it. I know you know, I know that you fucking know my feelings towards you. I know how ashamed you feel because of it!", I shouted, saying the next words with a choked up voice, "Just, fucking leave me if you're going to ignore me."

"You know what, Jisoo?! I don't give a fuck if you're older, I can't deal with your emotions! I can't live with someone who has feelings for me while I'm in a relationship; a healthy one. So, either you leave or I'll move in with Kai!" She screamed back at me.

"Fine! It was nice being with you Jennie Kim. It was nice being 'just best friend'. It was nice having my heart broken!" I screamed back, sobbing uncontrollably, "You motherfucking stone-hearted bitch!"

And, just like that, I lost my best friend and the love of my life.

That's life, isn't it?

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