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Pressure - Jenlisa (One-shot) -1

Genre: angst 

TW: This chapter contains low mentions of rape (because although they are lovers an action was not consensual) but it is not graphic since I do not wish to put sexual imagery in this book. It also has mentions of running away and panic attacks. I have advised you, so it's not my fault if you are triggered.

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"Hey, Lili. I wanna test something, today. You trust me, right? I'm your girlfriend, of course you trust me." Jennie said, slowly pushing me onto bed.

I reluctantly agreed, nodding my head and calmly letting myself back out.

She stripped of her clothes and did the same for me. Gently caressing my stomach and driving her hand up to my neck. She leans closer and takes a whiff before applying small pressure.

I panic. Was she going to choke me?

I tried thrashing out, kicking and moving away. She was much stronger, looking at me with her fierce, cat eyes. Her knee holding both my arms down as I swung my legs.

Finally freeing myself, I take my clothes and purse and run out. Not minding how I'm waist-up naked, I run to an ally and wear my clothes.

I search for my bus card, quickly taking it and running to the closest bus station. My mind was in a haze, I felt my skin have goosebumps and my head felt light. I massage my neck as I reach the bus station.

Why would she choke me? I didn't like it. She should've talked to me first. But, I couldn't think rationally. I wanted to get as far away from her as possible. I felt my phone vibrate in my purse, making my eerie feelings even worse.

I take out my phone and turn it off, being rational enough to not throw the SIM card and just run, and then put it back in the purse. Securing the purse, I take my hand away from my throat and massage my forehead.

It was pounding hardly. I needed Aspirin but I didn't have any here, and I wasn't going back any time soon.

The bus arrived. The doors opened and the driver looked at me boringly. It wasn't a city bus, so I wouldn't travel out of the city. That was safe for irrational me. That's good. But I couldn't care. I would fly to an airport if I have to; or at least I would do that now.

I knew I had to think rationally, but what if she had followed me? She knew I was in this bus and was chasing me with her car. Those were my thoughts as I sat down on the leathered, blue seat on the corner-left of the vehicle.

My hands shook as I brought my knees up and rested them on the behind of the seat in-front. I was trembling. I was still panting from the run and rush of adrenaline.

Is she calling me right now? Will she do worse if she finds me?

I try to think of where to go. Chaeyoung, yes. She would help me, she always does.

I didn't have the energy to tell the driver my stop so I looked out the window as he went through the city.

I saw all types of people; the rich, the poor, the happy, the sad. At one point, I had been all. Maybe they had to. Thinking of others calmed my mind but I was still traumatized of what happened.

As I finally calm down, a whole 3 hours or so, I try to recall what happened. We get ready, we strip, she says she wants to try something new; maybe she has a 'kink' or whatever you call it; regardless, I didn't enjoy it. I remember her mouth moving and her shouting something, but it wasn't clear.

My ears were ringing and my eyes were searching for my purse and clothes. I couldn't care less. My limbs were weak and I had to drag myself out of the house.

I remember the neighbor being at his front door step, she had seen my state of panic. I hope she doesn't question it. Ennik or Somi, was her name, wasn't it? I'm not sure.

I cry out pathetically. Why did I run?

I had done what I've done. Finally, passing by Chaeyoung's house, I press the stop sign. The driver immediately stops and I take my possessions, leaving while holding them in a tight clutch.

I rush down the stairs, holding onto the post of her house. I smack on her door and shout for her. Holding down her doorbell for several minutes.

Finally, hearing footsteps rush down, I see Jisoo open the door with a mess of a hair. I didn't care. I need Chaeyoung.

I go past her as she closes the door with no question. I see Chaeyoung in her room and rubbing her eyes, "Chichu, who was at the do– Lisa? Oh my Go–"

I run to her and bury my face in her neck, "Please, let me stay here tonight." I beg while crying, clutching onto her yellow, banana pajamas tightly. She nods her head and calmly combs her hair.

I see her signaling to Jisoo to keep quiet when she enters the room.

"You have to tell me what happened, Lisa. Ok?" Chaeyoung asks.

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Words: 832

I was too lazy to continue so yea- 2 parts it is~