Love Doesn't Change, People Do

The Beginning...

Its all delusional, the whole feeling of being in love. You know the way you feel just thinking of somebody. I bet you alone just thought of someone, making you feel like you're the only person in this world. The warm safe feeling, the fuzzy comfortable feeling, yeah we all will find that person, but the problem is people often force those feelings in themselves for someone who means nothing to them. That's my problem. I am in love with this girl, she knows who I am, because I'm the most popular kid in the school.

You see its not always the easiest being popular, people think its just easy to maintain ego, and respect, its like I'm not sappose to make any mistakes, even when I do they get over looked as if because everyone knows my name its okay. But I hate that, I mean don't get me wrong, I like the attention, you know waking up everyday with a load full of texts from girls, bros, even teachers! But, I still haven't gotten a text from her. Audrey, Whitehouse. She's so beautiful, I tried to do my cocky joc flirt awhile ago to her in Biology, but she wasn't having it. Every time I make eye contact with her—or maybe I should say when I start to stare at her a bit too long that she notices, she rolls her eyes and looks away. Eh even then, she's perfect!

"Goodnight mom" I yelled from the kitchen as I finally heard her going up the stairs.

"Goodnight baby thank you!" She replied.

You see my mom has gone through a lot these past eh I'd say 5 years, so as a son of hers through my years as I'm maturing as a young man I promised one day to never disrespect her anymore, and to always help her in any way that I can.

I dried up my hands and arms, and wiped the last plate dry as I finished up the dishes from me and mom eating dinner. I tied up the bag of garbage setting it aside to pick up on my way out to school the next morning, putting in a new fresh great frebreeze smelling bag from under the sink. I walked the house making sure all the small lights were turned on, and spraying air freshener. You see people don't realize, at home I'm just a normal guy living a normal life.

Honestly my main goal is to be successful, often people think because you want to finish highschool and go to college and actually be someone, you can't have fun. I guess maybe that's why I'm popular, because I have fun but I put my priorities first and my fun second. You see I'm not like most guys, although I'm a cocky joc and I come off as an asshole to most girls—including my ex Victoria, they don't know the real me. Nobody gets me. The real Alexander.

I plopped on my bed after giving my mom a hug and giving her a soft gentle kiss on the forehead to bed and telling her I loved her so much. I grabbed my phone and read a few texts, mostly from girls trying to flirt with me, or my bros telling me whats coming up for weekend plans. I haven't talked to my mom yet but I'm planning on setting up a small thing after school on Friday after the game. Its the champion ships! Were facing our rivals. I ought' to say this year, is the best year of pig skin (football) I've played since highschool. I'm a junior. I texted Ronnie.

Messages

"Hey bro" I said

"Aye man wassup ):" he replied.

"Yo whats up with the sad face?" I asked.

"Destiny left me bro. She said she likes somebody else I guess. I honestly loved her. I probably won't be at school tomorrow. I think I'm just gonna go to bed. I'll text you some other time." He answered.

"Damn bro that sucks. I know I could see how you felt about her. Especially when you would ditch your bros to chill with her. Its alright you deserve better. You'll get through it. I'll always have your back. Catch you later."

I sighed as I thought about Audrey, 'she's never going to text me' I said to myself. I can't ever get the thought of her off my mind, I wish I could get to know her better. I'm going to invite her to the bonfire I'm talking to my mom about tomorrow. She has a work thing she's going to this weekend so I'll have the house to myself. Eh she won't care as long as I take care of the house. Which I always do.

The clock struck 9:48 pm and I was completely bored. I got on this space aged thing called the internet and got on BlogMe, the most popular social network I know of, and posted "I wish she would text me." Being indirect "but I guess goodnight and shout out to my bro Ronnie Wilkins, he's going through a break up. Its alright bro you'll get through it." Knowing people will comment on his latest post—a video of him being crazy telling him nice things. I don't know how but I became popular on BlogMe too. But I'm not complaining, the people on there are nice and sometimes when I go out to stores I'll see fans from on there, they're so cute when they start fangirling asking for my autograph and a picture with me. Sometimes I go on Google and search myself with fans, but I'm still insecure about the way I look..

The clock now strikes 1 am in the morning, still no text from Audrey. "I give up for tonight" I whisper to myself putting my phone aside and turning off the light.

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