so okay when you wake up from a rEALLY GOOD DREAM AND YOU WISH IT WAS REAL/ YOU WERE STILL DREAMING YOU KNOW THAT FEELING?!
last night i had the best calum dream of all time like it was so cute and so fluffy and so uhm sexual?
well that's besides point
but I wILL update tomorrow to tell u guys if I did dream about it again
bc i will cry
oh and also im able to control portions of my dreams now!!! it started with me waking up and being like damn why isn't this real
so i started to investigate (??) and go in detail of what i could remember and finding explanations of why i'm dreaming about this/how i could fix this problem in real life
so i wrote down my dreams, and reasons of why certain things appear
and idk if u guys know this but i have night terrors and talk in my sleep (kate back me up you yell at me for it) and so i'll scream or wake up in tears and sweat bc of a terrible nightmare and I get most of my panic attacks and anxiety from it
so i realized like hey let me change this is my dreams so i won't be in tears every night so i found out i now have a slight ability to control my dreams and how they make me feel when i wake up!
the only downside is that i randomly wake up in the middle of the night like one or two times and then im like really confused but then fall back to sleep in ty matter of like 5-10 minutes
so yeah peace out
and don't do your own piercings ok bb
-leX
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