Reminiscences || JJK

Spring

"Spring comes, blooming  the flowers of love. The soft and subtle atmosphere , the new found warmth after a brutal winter, that is how it  changes the mood of life. Maybe that’s the reason spring is so poetic.

Can’t help but hold you closer,
Yeah I know the winter is over.
But I wanna return the favour ,
That you did to me.
Let me hold you close for just a little bit longer. I promise I won’t bother you again.
You were never mine I know.
I won’t change that either.
But please let me hold you a little bit longer. Before you go away ."

                                ~by author cloud

(it’s not copied so I suggest you not to copy it either)

Tae: where were you all day?
Y/n: I really don’t think I have to answer that to you.
Tae: oh really then who are you answerable to?
Y/n: not to anybody, I earn on my own for a reason.
Tae: haauf…….
Listen y/n I know how you are feeling, I know how all of this is looking in your view point, but babe trust me I am not the bad guy here. I know I have been acting a little different, a lot actually but I really do love you. I have loved you from the moment I saw you, and I can swear on my life that I will love you till the end. Please just try to understand me.
Y/n: (almost crying) but tae it’s becoming so much difficult for me . No one is willing to tell me what the hell happened earlier and I am left alone to pick up the pieces of the puzzle and join them together.
Tae: but we are doing it for your own good.
Y/n: whose good ? Mine? I don’t think so, it’s hurting me more than ever. You guys think you are protecting me? How dumb you can be?
Tae: y/n pls try to understand-
Y/n: understand what tae? I get nightmares every night and I have to hide it from you guys, why? Cuz or else you all are gonna fucking admit me in a hospital. All of you say everything so easily, but I go through trauma, what you all are doing about it huh?
Tae: why didn’t you tell me ? Let’s go to-
Y/n: ahhhhh- I don’t wanna go anywhere with you all, just leave me alone, you all have done enough. Just get out and don’t show me your faces ever again.
Tae: y/n stop! You are overreacting very much.
Y/n: me? I am overreacting? Tae you sleep well at night every day, I have been getting fucking nightmares every single day for 8 years. How would you know? And don’t try to think you know me.
Tae: what? I do know you we are dating for god sake.
Y/n: yeah right! Tell me when did you spent time with me for a full day? Tell me when did you come over and your office phones didn’t disturb us? Tell me when was the last time we went on a date without someone interrupting us? Tell me when was the last time you just looked and me and told me I was pretty?
Tae: I was working, I was working for you, I was working for us!
Y/n: huh! I know you like to work, I work too, but whenever you call me I just leave everything and go to you , but tell me do you do the same for me?
Tae: now you are just being inconsiderate.
Y/n: yeah it may look like that but I have been keeping my sanity for the last  6 years ok. From the time you started that company, all I have done is supporting you. And I am really done this time.
Tae: will you stop acting like that?
Y/n: no tae I won’t! What you gonna do? Huh?
Tae: you know what you are just tired let’s talk later, come inside, come.
Y/n: no! I don’t want anyone. I wanna stay alone. Can you please leave.
Tae: but y/n-
Y/n: pls tae.
Tae: alright.

Tae left her house and she went inside and locked the door.
She sat on the cold floor taking a deep breath.

Y/n’s pov
—————
Ha. My head is bursting.
Did I go too far?
No no y/n you did the right thing, you deserve to be heard.

I wanted to go and shower but the floor was too tempting to leave. Let’s stay like this for a bit.

Come to think what ever happened today, jungkook’s story was very believable for some reason . I can’t help but think that all that he says might be true. But he too refuses to say the whole story to me, what else can I expect? My own boyfriend and family is hiding stuff from me. How can I expect an outsider to tell me everything.
Ummm.. where did that yearbook go??
I searched my bag…. Yes there it is.

‘Year of 2015’

Oh my gosh, jungkook looked so different, (laughing hysterically) he was such a coconut head. Wow I should blackmail him with this picture. And what the hell was his quote. This guy is hilarious. Oh lord help me my stomach is gonna burst.

(Suddenly her laughing stopped)
Ok maybe I should not blackmail him, I look weirder . Omg .  What the hell did I write in the quote ?&?&&&@… my peeps are goons die if they see this.
Let’s hide it before anyone sees it.

Aish- the day couldn't get any weirder . I should pack jisoo unnie’s dress . I have to give it her tomorrow. But first Lemme send this to Jennie. I’ll ask her opinion.

/text/

>>Hey Jen!
Sup playa.
Listen I made a dress for jisoo unnie as a gift for her engagement, can you take a look and tell if it’s good?

Ofc my love , n it will<<
be awesome, I mean
You made it.

>>Ok ok look at this

>>How is it?

Woooow. Kim y/n you<<
are a genius.
This is the most wonderful
thing I have ever seen.

>>Ok then thanks for ur opinion, byee.

Listen!<<

>>What?

Can you make a dress for <<
her engagement too.

>>No!

Why?🥺<<

>>Cuz I have already completed making it. 😗😉

Really!!! Show me<<
show me.

>>No not yet, you will see it when the time comes.

But y/nnnnnn<<

>>Nope, gn.

Okie byee.<<