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rant

So I just want to get something straight
I've had a hard week
And this won't be a usual update
But who gives a fuck nobody reads this book anyways

Ive learnt that People really underestimate the amount of
pain you have to be in to take a blade to your skin.
A person who is happy couldn't even imagine purposely
Cutting just to try and bleed out your pain and shame.
Nobody is proud of cuts and if they are it's disgusting.
It's not something you declare. Unless you're some
attention whore who posts pics on tumblr or instagram
and tags people to get sympathy for their fake pain.
I'm not saying they don't have pain in their heart ,
but I'm saying that if it was to the point of self loathing
where you hurt yourself you'll be ashamed.
These people purposely do it to themselves to get attention
while I'm sitting in my bathroom every night staring at a razor and trying not to cut.

And what bugs me even more is when somebody like that jumps out and says
"You're just jealous because only true emos cut that deep"

OK wow
You dumb bitch
I'm totally jealous of something that
I wish I never did
I'm so jealous that I can't cut deep enough to end
My otally Wreched life in surburbanville
Where I have all my friends

I'm just sick of all of this
"Be true to emo and slit your wrists"
Last time I checked emo was a genre of music
Or a fashion or something

Cutting isn't something you project and show off.
Self harm is something you hide down in the darkest part of you and try to bury.

So why would you flaunt it like an accessory?

Sorry for the rant guys I'm just sick of the
Bullshit

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☆karou out