"Reunion"

Nightmare

Chuuya's POV
Nope.. not doing this right now. I go to my room immediately and get under my covers. My head getting ready for sleep, eyes getting heavier until I fall into this blessing called sleep.

I'm at a meeting with Mori and Dazai, we're talking about our latest mission that I can't seem to remember, due to corruption. Dazai looks dangerously idle while talking about our next mission. We eventually transition to that next mission. Dazai commands me to use corruption and I obey fully trusting that he'll stop my rampage like always. I can feel my body getting more and more beaten. I feel the sweet relief called Dazai's hands, but then he puts a knife through my side?!
"W-why..?!"
I cry out while I fall to my knees, clutching my side.
"You were just a pawn Nakahara. You're no more than a monster." He then walked off into the darkness, leaving me dying.

My eyes shot open as I sat up. I'm drenched in a cold sweat as I can feel my heart going a mile per second. My breathing picks up speed and I feel myself falling into a panic attack. I feel something grab my shoulder and I see Dazai. His face matches the one I saw in my dream so I correlate them together. I scatter back into the bed frame, putting my hands over myself defensively. Activating my ability as well.
"Ch-.UuYya.."
His voice barely audible or comprehend able in my current state. I feel my body move into his, and my power deactivates. I look up terrified and I feel powerless, technically I am. He's moving his mouth and he looks worried but I can't hear him at all. He puts my hand on his heart and is calmly breathing. I follow his example and eventually calm down, he's whispering supportive words quietly. I look him in the eyes then avert eye contact and tut at him. Still keeping my hand on his heart. I'm afraid that if I stop touching it, I'll lose myself right now.