Smiling so widely at the sight of my love interest, my crush...him, singing for the hundreds of people in the crowd in and around me. Yes, I was at the concert, at the very nearest spot to the stage, holding my phone high above my height with the flash on, he was doing his part, singing, dancing, looking so heart-throbbingly handsome...Perl like droplets forming on his beautiful forehead he was sweating so hard, yet so passionate about the thing he loves to do, as I've heard him say many a time...
He made my heart beat faster every time we made lovely eye contact...Swaying my hand along with the rhythm of the song, listening to the finest lyrics matching ever so perfectly with his honey voice, with my eyes closed I let it flow through my blood, it felt so marvelous, so retrieving, it felt like his voice was caressing my soul, it felt like drugs
You are the cause of my Euphoria~~
I smiled at how flustered his voice just made me, the entire stadium went silent as I put my hands down and slowly open my eyes, never letting the smile fade away. As I fully opened my eyes, I instantly gasped at the sight of my face on the big screen and my eyes grew even bigger when the camera zoomed out and revealed Jeon Jung-kook the man of my sweet dreams behind me as our heads were tilted the opposite sides to each other, he was smiling so brightly looking at the same direction as I did, it took me less than a millisecond to look turn around and look at him, with eyes wider as ever, he looked at me and i...i got lost in his eyes, we were staring at each other, and the plot twist was..
I could believe it.
However, there was a lot of hormones hitting me at that point as it took me a while to figure out what was going on, which I beautifully failed at.
As I finally took a deep breath and smiled shakingly at him, he finally showed me his bunny teeth grinning at me like a 5-year-old he finally broke the silence with a "Hey" and my smile grew wider and as I was trying to reply to him I was lagging and after a few tries, a "Hi" escaped my mouth followed by a sweet smile
A smile with the prettiest and the most beautiful feelings flowing and dancing together with a joy overflooded in every moment passing by as I never really felt this before, even when he was the truest and purest Love I ever had.
i didn't feel this before .. not when I'm watching him from afar, not when he's on the screens, not when I used to love him from afar, not even when I invested all of me in him
I don't know this feeling, but somewhere deep inside my soul, I wanted to feel this for zillions, I wanted to feel this with him, this feeling is nearly the best I've ever got never been better than this
And the special part is I felt this for him. The euphoric feeling building inside my soul so deep, and I let it..cause its for him, the most precious soul I've treasured in life as a whole, the one and only source of my happiness, the one who truly makes me happy, the person who make my soul smile with just the hint of his voice inside my ears, the most handsome man I've ever seen, THE CAUSE OF MY EUPHORIA...
Jeon Jungkook.