Just friends? Or not

Dating?

I stayed round the waltons last night bc I was really tierd I stayed in jaylas room "morning Mia" Jessica said "morning" I said "how was your sleep" she asked "oh it was good except jayla kept kicking me in the face" I said "I did not" jayla said coming down the stairs "uh yes you did" I said. After we ate breakfast we got changed

We was hanging in the garden. Jayla decided to go live "hey guys it's me and my fav person" she said "is Mia and javon dating— phahah no but he wishes" jayla answered I was sat there looking at the comments "pose— ok" I said we both posed and then the boys came out "sup guys" jaden said he came and sat next to me "sup disappointment" he said "hey mistake"I said javon was looking at the comments "marry me javon—sorry no" he said "why not?" Jayla asked "idk bc I don't want to" he said i went on my phone and "get off of your phone" jaden said taking it from me "no jaden give it back" I said "nah" he said I punched him "ouch" he said then gave my phone back "does Mia like jaden— ew no we are just friends" jaden said "she likes javon" jayla said "what guys stop" javon said looking at me "see look at that" jaden said "guys" javon said walking to the phone and ending the live "stop it" he said I looked at the ground "cmon javon we are joking, right Mia" jayla said "hm oh ye they are only joking...." I said "are you being serious rn they are gonna start rumers about us and you don't care" he said walking out "javon come back" I said "I'll go get him" I said walking out,

javon was walking up the stairs "javon wait please" I said he carried on walking upstairs he went in his room and shit the door before I could get in, 'oh he did not' I throughly to myself I opened the door "javon 'wanna' walton please stop and listen to me" I said he came up to me "what" he said "I didn't know what to say ok and ofc I care what they think but maybe it's just not gonna work for us anymore I mean whatever we have going on but I think it needs to finish" I said "what no why would you do this to me" he said "well if we dont know what's happening between us then what's supposed to happen?" I said he pinned me against the wall "idk but what I do know is this....." he said kissing me "javon stop....." I said breaking the kiss "ugh what" he said looking at me "we can't do this" I said walking out of the room "fuck" I heard him shout. Did I just ruin everything? He will hate me forever, I'm so fucking stupid. "I'm going home" I said and walked out "wait mia" I heard javon shouting "we both know that we don't want to end this but we have to" I said "no you want to and we both know it" he said I grabbed his arm and pulled him over "let's go on a walk" I said "don't ruin my life please" he said "I'm sorry javon" I said "no" he said "if you give up on us I will never speak to u again" he said I couldn't let that happen "ugh javon why do you always do this to me" I said "good decision" he said and kissed me. We walked back home.
I got dressed

I was in my room watching Tik tok when I got a call from javon I answered it "hey" I said

The call⬇️
J) Mia can you go to ur window
M) uh sure
I went to my window
M)wtf are you doing here
I ended the call and opened my window "what tf are you doing he-" I said getting cut off by javon kissing me "sorry I had to" he said "Mia I can't live like this knowing that you will never like me back" he said "I like you more than I could even imagine" I said kissing him "so will you be my girlfriend" he asked me my heart did a million backflips "ofc" I said hugging him. I can't believe it me and javon 'wanna' walton are dating who would think