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DEJA WALKERS POV!
i stayed the night at the boys house last night, i didn't feel like going home especially since i was scared the coke would kick in, in front of my mom. thankfully i didn't sniff much and the high didn't fuck me up, i just spent my time in the shower tryna get every feeling off me, then i spent 2 hours watching courage the cowardly dog with chris until i eventually fell asleep in his arms, he promised he wouldn't let anyone ever mess with me like that again and god did i almost want to kiss him when he said that. which was weird because i haven't had a crush on this man since like 8th grade, i hope it was just because how sad i felt last night and nothing else because... i just don't know about that!
"yo dej!" chris yelled from downstairs "come down here, i got a surprise for you!" a surprise?? stop before i-
"DEJ COME ON!" nicks voice knocked her out of her thoughts, "COMING NICK!" i crawled out of his bed, still in his sweats and his t-shirt. "whats up?" i said rubbing my eyes, "i got you mcdonalds, sour airheads and pineapple juiceeee." chris said with a huge smile on his face, which me smile like a fool in love "chriss, i literally adore you, what the hell? you got all my favorites." i almost felt like crying right there, "i know how upset you were last night so i had nick and matt go pick this up, while i built us a fort to watch shrek and the princess and the frog." he grinned , motioning towards the huge fort laid across the living room.
"you're an actual angel." this time i did let a small like the smallest, tear creep out my eye "dejjj, you're such a softie." nick laughed "you're telling me you wouldn't let not even the tiniest tear fall if alahna were to do this for you..?"
"man don't bring alahna into this, she's my weakness." nick says as he dramatically whipped his head away from me. "stop getting distracted by nick and lets watch shrek."
"can i shower first?? i feel nasty." i asked chris, "i mean, i guesss, just hurry please." he stuck his bottom lip out sarcastically, i giggled at the action "okayyy."
after i took a shower i changed into the clothes nick gave me that he had from when i last slept over, then headed down the stairs. not anyones surprise chris was still sitting inside the fort. "your mcdonalds is now at a very mid temperature." he sighed throwing a fry at me, "my bad, would you have preferred me to put my must on you?" i sassily replied "actually yes, i would have."
"you're disgusting..." i giggled getting in the fort, he pressed play on the princess and the frog, while i already started feasting on my food, "mm this is so good, for no reason."
"right? mine was mad good too, they put a little extra elbow grease in it today, i swear to god." he rolled his eyes back from the pleasure of thinking of the food he literally destroyed less than twenty minutes ago.
after we finished watching both movies we laid there in peaceful silence, watching how the light bounced off the blanket making it a gorgeous pinkish-purple inside. "you know... do you remember when i took you to the dance in 7th grade?" chris spoke up breaking the silence, "yeah.. it was embarrassing." i giggled cuddling into the couch pillow.
"do you remember the deal we made?" he asked, i tried to think of this deal but couldn't "no... why?" i asked with a questionable look , he smiled locking eye contact with me "well we made a deal to , you know.... date each other if we're both not in separate relationships by the time we're eighteen..." he looked away from my eyes and up at the blankets, "mhm..." i said "and we're eighteen now so, about to be nineteen."
i finally got what he was saying, he wants to do the deal, "oh! you want to.... date?" i hesitated, "i'm not saying that, really, i just think we should try with that deal.. you know?" he still wouldn't look at me "chris. can you at least look at me? please? if you're gonna spit out something like that then you should be looking at me, not at the ceiling." i grew agitated with him, he turned his face slowly, his eyes following a second or two after, "i'm sorry love, i just, you're not giving me an answer, and its making me wish i had never even said shit because, it doesn't seem like you want it." he finally looked into my eyes "i never said that christopher , stop trying to decide stuff for me." i huffed annoyed with him "i do like you, but i never thought of having a relationship with you like that and im scared of something going wrong between us."
his face dropped and i just realized what i said, i didn't mean it to come off like that but it unfortunately did "oh." he looked away from me "i didn't mean it like that chris, i like you of course, as a friend, but i haven't seen you in that type of way since like 7th grade..." my words were all scrambled as i tried to explain to him my feelings.
"deja, i want you to know i'm not pressuring you into this, it'll be just like as we are now, but everyone else will think we're dating, you know? and maybe the deal could really work out and..." he started murmuring "maybe it could start something." i didn't quite catch the last thing he said, but by the look on his face i could tell he's nervous about it.
"okay." i said
he whipped his head towards me with a shocked look, "what?? what'd you say?" he asked in a voice a little too high, "i said 'okay' chris, i'm down to try it out." i gave him a small smile.
"oh. OH, OH EEMMM GEEE." he jumped up, knocking over the fort, "are you being for real right now? like one hundred percent??" chris was basically jumping for joy, "yes chris, why are you so excited? we're still gonna be just friends..."
"i know that, but even if we're still gonna be 'just friends' i'll be able to make you feel happy, and thats making me happy to think about." i nodded, somewhat understanding.
"thanks chris, i really appreciate you, i think this'll be fun." i gave him a small smile before reaching up to give him a hug. the fort was now completely ruined, we didn't really care though, we just agreed on a deal that could totally ruin our friendship if things went wrong, yet it felt like the right thing, in fact it felt like a perfect decision.
"can i kiss you?" he asked before widening his eyes realizing what came out of his mouth "while we're fake dating of course, like only around people we're tryna prove this to!" the boy was now a blushing mess, while playing with his hoodie strings "yes chris, you can kiss me.....anytime you want..." i said the last part quietly on purpose, i cant let him know that all i've been thinking of since last night was his lips on mine, could ruin everything.
"good. i like that." he smiled "now! you wanna watch stranger things and order pizza?" i gave him a look knowing we just ate mcdonalds,"we just ate christopher, but if its what you want, so be it!" i giggled picking up the mess we made from the fort. "good! i'll get cheesy bread too!" he knew i couldn't turn down some delicious cheesy bread, "don't forget ranch." i sighed taking my seat on the couch pressing on netflix.
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hey besties! myb for not updating ive been so busy but ive finally got the time & motivation to update soooo!! anyways excuse any typos i didn't proof read<3
