"I decided to live as ME"

hmm ok

That same night we had quality time together, But then kinabukasan hindi namen inaasahan na kailangan nya bumalik sa Paris his Dad had a heart attack and yung tita and tito nya lang yung nasa hospital to take care of his dad. It was fine with me because important sakanya ung dad nya,  I dont know kung hangang kelan sila don pero ung tancha ko 1 year or maybe mas matagal pa sila doon, Dati pa na may sakit si Tito Jeremaiah pipilit sya ng asawa nya na magpa gamot pero ayaw nya. 

                                                         *in the airport*

"Bye Babe! I'll come back i promise" sinabi saken ni Jay na medyo maluha luha na sya. "I love you Babs i'll wait for you ha!" sagot ko bago sya pumasok sa airport. Syempre i'm not done with my paper works pa kaya un nagpahatid na lang ako kay Sei sa apartment ko. Hayst i wish tapos na ung mga paper works ko so that makaka balik na ko sa Paris! i miss my parents na at si Kuya!!

Papunta na sana ako sa starbucks nang bigla akong tawagan ni Edward; Hello? Lia kumain ka na ba? tanong nya. uhm not yet pero iinom na lang ako ng iced coffee sa starbucks, why? sagot ko. "ah sige um wla yayain sana kta mag twin lakes umuwi kasi si Sei sa parents nya eh hindi pa rin naman ako nag di-dinner so kala ko pwede ka yayain;  "Well pwede din naman pero dadalhin ko ung Macbook ko at mga few papeles na hindi ko pa natatapos ha. sagot ko. "Ah sige sunduin na kta jan sa may starbucks?" tanong ni Edward kaya sinagot ko na lang sya ng "Oo"

While we we're eating i was reading my paper works, while Edward was talking to gf sei. "Hmm yes mahal i'm eating with Lia look oh" pinakita nya ko kay sei at nag hi na lang ako with a smile. "Hoy Lia alagaan mo jowa ko wag mo yan papabayaan ha tell him to drink his meds ha!" sagot ni sei. "Hmm Oo naman Haha! oh sige kakain lang kmi bye!!" sagot ko.

After we ate bumili lang si Edward ng pasalubong para kay sei. Pagkatapos ay hinatid nya na ulit ako sa apartment. 

I tried to call Jay once he landed, He didn't answer my calls baka busy lang sya or may jetlag kaya itinulog ko na lang iyon.

When i woke up i saw a message it was from "Kyrie Scoklas" i didn't know her pero she mentioned Jay. 

from Kyrie Scoklas:

Hi! You're Lia right? Hi girl best friend ako ni Jay he told me to tell you na his fine here in Paris, he's sorry dw coz he didn't answer ur calls, he was so busy with his dad so i think its better na hindi mo muna sya tawagan un lang.

Girl bestfriend? bat walang sinabi saken ni Jay? I should have asked him para naman lagi ako magkaka updates galing sa bestfriend nya. "Hi den! Oh haha sige um tell him na be safe always i love him so much! thx" un lang ang isinagot ko kasi medyo wala rin naman ako sa mood makipag usap sa kanya.

After I took a shower i went to go out to buy some groceries, omg! I saw my childhood bestfriend! si Kavie!! I ran to him and asked him how he was. Aparently, he does not know me anymore. "Uh- who are you?" i was shocked but then he told me  he was just kidding me, thankfully. After i paid for my groceries he asked me if we can go to starbucks for a little kamustahan. "Haha! sige sige next time ulit li ha!" and then i go back to my apartment.

Finally Jay called me, I answered his call but then I was bothered when i saw him with a girl. I didn't panic or felt "selos" or anything yet i stayed calm, I asked him who that girl is he told me it was his bestfriend Kyrie, I felt okay when he told me. I greeted her and asked if Jay was doing okay in Paris. "Yes love i'm okay and i'm fine since my bestfriend is here, you should be her bestfriend mhal para na din magka kilala kayo." he told me. I stayed silent and Kyrie talked to me so that it won't be awkward. "Hey Lia? Mind if we chat for a little bit?" She asked me and then i nodded. Jay gave his phone to Kyrie and then Kyrie started asking me some things. 

"Omg! hindi mo alam na favorite ni Jay ang sinigang?! goddd!! good thing i told you Lia! kundi pag nagka anak or naging mag asawa kayo you don't know his favorite filipino dish!" I didn't know how to react but i felt kinda offended and angry at the same time. "Are you saying i'm not good enough to be with him, Kyrie?!" I asked. And then Jay heared me and immediately asked if there is something wrong, I got irritated and then i ended the call.

From: (Antonio Jay Montes)Babi ko <//3

Hey Babs? why did you hang up?

From Lia: That so called bestfriend of your thinks she's better than me, Does she like you Jay?

Jay was shocked when he saw my reply, he didn't answer anything yet he called me, I didn't answer his call because i wasn't in the mood to talk with him. He replied and said "Babe what makes you think that? She's just my bestfriend and she does not like me! I promise i'll break our friendship if she does like me! I didn't replied to him and instead i just slept. I woke up and ignore my messages, i'm still offended of the things that kyrie said. I was in the middle of drying my hair when Jay called me, I answered it but didn't talk. "Liaaa, sorry na talk to me naman please? atleast tell me where ur going." he told me. "Hmm? baket? its my mood swings so wag ka na magtaka if i'm like this." I answered him and ended the call immadiately. Hayst i think his done with me but good thing! i'm not going to deal with that fucking Kyrie! I ate my Brunch with Kavie and posted a picture of me with him at twitter. and guess what Jay was the first one who liked and commented at my post. "HAHA! who's that?" i didn't replied back to him i'm still in a bad mood so i ignored him.