Your Love will kill me!(A Ranboo x Tubbo story)

Dear Diary...

At Home(The next afternoon)

Tubbo's POV

I get home and see my mum sitting on the couch, holding a book."Hey Mum, I'm going to my room." I say and wave to her."Hi Tubbo, can I talk to you before you go?" She asks."Sure!" I say and sit down."I can tell you've been struggling  with your father and I fighting and with school." She says and I look down."So I got you a diary. I thought it would be a good way or you to express you feelings." Mum says."Thanks." I say. I can tell she's trying to keep me happy so I smile."It's ok, you can go to your room now." Mum says."Ok thanks. I go to my room and look at the diary and start writing.

Diary entries 

Dear Diary,                                                              24/2/22
I guess that's how you usually start these kind of things. I'm only doing this because my mum said it would be good for me to "express my feelings" so I guess that's what I'll do. My life's really hard, my parents are getting a divorce, I get bullied at school and my dad seems to like to make my life suck. The only good things in my life are my best friends ranboo and tommy and my sister Lani. Actually Ranboo's probably the best thing in my life with his fluffy hair, cute laugh and the way he makes me so happy, he's the best friend I could ever ask for. But he's just a friend. I wish we could be more... My love for him is just killing me inside! But I'm not even sure he's gay.... Well I should probably go now since Lani's calling me. Bye
From Tubbo:)

Dear Diary,                                                              25/4/22
Ranboo hugged me today!! I got butter flies! Tommy's getting a bit jealous of how close Ranboo and i are getting, I hope he meets someone soon. Jason pushed me over, I wish he'd just leave me alone already. Mum and Dad are still constantly fighting and will probably get a divorce. I can't help but think that they are fighting because of me. I'm so mad at them. Why can't we all just be happy?! I'm even more mad that they are hurting Lani with there fighting too. The fighting doesn't seem to be getting better either... I hope they don't start hitting or throwing things. Anyway, class has sucked too because of my dyslexia and I just can't focus! Even writing this is difficult but I know that it will help me get my feelings out without actually having to tell people. Anyway I should probably go see what Mum and Dad are fighting about now. 

At school(The day after the last entry)

"Ranboo!!" I yell, running towards him."Tubbo!" Ranboo says back. I run to him and then see a girl. "Who's this?" I ask Ranboo."Oh! This is Michiko! Did I say it right that time?" Ranboo says and rubs the back of his neck."Yeah! You got it!" The girl, Michiko, says."O-oh um hi Michiko, I'm Tubbo." I say and look away."Oh. Tubbo's an..... Odd name." She says and looks at me strange."So's Michiko." I say, rolling my eyes, and walk to my locker. I put my books and diary in. I close my locker and hear someone say "Hi". I almost jump out of my skin."OMG TOMMY YOU SCARED ME!!!" I scream at him."Sorry tubs." Tommy says and starts laughing."It's not funny." I say and cross my arms."Anyway, what was that about?" Tommy says and looks at me, worried."What was what about?" I ask."It was kinda rude to call Michiko's name weird." Tommy says and looks at me."SHE CALLED MY NAME WEIRD FIRST!!" I say, mad."Yeah but she doesn't know that it's not your REAL name." Tommy say and I just walk away.

Before lunch(the same day)

"Oh Toby~~!!!" Jason yells and walks up to me."What do you want Jason." I say and roll my eyes."Look what I have~" Jason says and waves a book around in the air."Ok? You have a book?" I say, confused."It's your diary."Jason says and smirks."G-give that back!!" I say."N-no." Jason says, mocking the stutter I get when I'm nervous."I'm going to read this to the whole school!" Jason says and runs away and I run after him but he's too quick."JASON GET BACK HERE!!" I say and a tear rolls down my face. What will Ranboo think? I'm going to get bullied even more!!

In the cafeteria

"JASON STOP PLEASE!" I say, crying."EVERYONE LISTEN UP!" Jason screams and everyone turns to look at him." Jason.... Please.." I say, slowing down." I GOT THE CRYBABY'S DIARY~" Jason says, teasingly."Please..." 

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Sorry I haven't uploaded in ages but I will try and write a lot more!(I actually mean it this time)I'm also maybe going to write a story about a girl who wants to be a boy but their mum doesn't support them:) Hope you guys can forgive me

Love, Dobbix:D