Fruity box:[]Mind:() Voices:{} *Author Note*"someone other then Camilo talking "Torment talking Humiliate talking Oppressive talking Tw self harm Tw body shamming last but now lest Tw Homophobica and LETS GO
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*This one has a small fluff so ya-*
"Camilo can you come down here? camilo? CAMILO!!!" Carlos screamed my name "TIA JULIETA COME HERE!!" (Oh great! My only chance is gone the one time I actually listen to joy guys the plan blows up in my face!)Now what? Were screwed aren't we? Camilo just don't open you're mouth don't eat the food!If you die before she can heal you she cant do anything she can heal people not bring back to dead!
"Carlos what's he saying I know it's something! Please!!" ( Dose Tia Julieta hope that doing stuff like that helps here get a better view of me?)I don't know how long dose it take humans to die? It's the cut Really Torment Not now! What I'm saying is that the cut it wasn't deep enough he won't die fast its like the one in the movie's like a slow and painful death (What the hell is a Movie)Someones life for people to watch!
You know things? Yes I do! For in fact I am pretty smart! Really- since when? Could you shut up! This is about Camilo dying not me!You're just to scared to admit you're Dum!Well hey at lest I didn't kill myself over some voices that follow my every move! (Really- I killed myself because I'm tired and because of Abulea I wish I could've said bye to Rome through)Oh you're Boyfriend~
(Really? REALLY TORMENT?!?! I AM TRYING TO DIE AND THIS IS WHAT YOU SAY?) Camilo shut up (What-) Shut up! It's Carlos shut up!!(What about him?)Shut up!! "There's nothing his head is empty that's all the voices just stoped So is he dead? No not yet he can't be I won't let him Carlo's get me more food"Carlos runs to get food from the kitchen giving food to Julieta "Eat up Camilo!!" Ughhh my head-
"CAMILO!!"Carlos hugs Camilo tightly crying "Camilo why?"It's none of you're business ok! You know I will do this every time until!!You come to late "Camilo Please don't do this to yourself! You might get you're self hurt!"Tia Julieta says Thats the point- You're acting as if I didn't just kill myself "Camilo don't do this again!"Why? So you don't have to waste food on me? Casita Get them out of my room!"Camilo!! Wait!"
Casita starts to push them out of there room they watch Camilo smile as the door shuts (So I can't ask help from Rome he wouldn't let me leave his side so I can't try to get a rope well I could lock the door! That could work!)So you're gonna be cutting and trying to kill yourself every day?You get happy over little things- Well if someone is getting more and more suicidal ever day!!it's fine with me!
So Camilo would do this every day try to kill himself Tia Julieta and Carlos stop him and then meting up with Rome as if nothing happened he never went to dinner he never left his room Rome would come visit him in there he would've died from starvation if it wasn't for Rome he would allways try and sneak a snack for him and Camilo that's how they would end the day of laughing and smiles even Tho Camilo tried killing himself every day until
"Camilo I'm here!"Hey Rome!"Do you ever leave you're room?"No and I don't need to I have you "Well what do you wanna do today-"CAMILO!!"Yes Mamá? Is there something you need I'm quite busy so could you just leave? "No you never told me you were gay you could of came out to me why did you never trust me?" Can I please talk about this later I'm a little busy I'm talking to someone!"Who?" Uh- well see Mamá I'll tell you later just- "Camilo please
Just talk to me!"And I will just please I have company over! So can we talk about this later?"Camilo Madrigal you better keep you're word"Don't worry I will Mamá! Camilo watch's his Mamá leave the room before letting out a big sigh "So what was that about?"Nothing I kinda well- maybe wrote about you! It's nothing as long as they don't read anymore then I should be fine!"Well ok Food?"No than- "Did I ask?" But I ate 2 days ago!
"CAMILO!! EAT!!"Rome grabs some buñuelos and shoves it into Camilo's mouth hey!! "It's not normal for you not to eat once a day!" But I- Camilo looks Rome in the eyes and sighs once more fine! Camilo grabs some buñuelos and eats them "See not that hard!!" But I don't want food!! Ok I'm just I can't explain you wouldn't get it!"Camilo I'm sorry I hope that didn't come off as offensive!" You wont leave me alone till I will you?"Nope!"
Well- ugh fine well I got to talk to Mamá so see you tomorrow?"Tomorrow!"Oh Rome? "Yes Camilo-" Camilo kisses Rome Payback that's what you get when you mess Woth me!! "Fine god damn it! You got me!" See you Rome! "See you Camilo!" Camilo watch's Rome climb down the window (Ugh now for Mamá-) Have fun Geting yelled at! Maybe you do like Bruno fake leave! He couldn't he loves his family to much! Weakling! More like fatty!!
(Ugh you'll never leave me alone?)Camilo walks out of his room and knocks on his Mamás floor "Who's there?" Its me Mamá "You Wanna talk to me!!" Yes And I- the door opens and Pepa pulls Camilo in for a hug "So- Why did you never tell me?"Well I- I just It just happened and I didn't chose how nor did I choose when! It was like boom you're straight then the next minute I meet a cute boy and its like I lied you're not straight you're gay!
Does that make sense?"Camilo I love you but why didn't you tell me!"How does that change anything?"Abulea has you marring someone when you're twenty just like Isa"What- she didn't tell me she didn't-"Cam I'm sorry! I will help you through this!" I can't believe this
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sorry if I may have trouble posting daily sorry just life has been hectic and I need to spend time with my family! So zip zap I might post every two days not daily- but know.. I HOPE you liked it Just remember you guys are FORKING AMAZING!!! Wait- does that sound Dum I don't care- And I also don't know why you guys still read this and why you guys come back to read this- have an amazing and a lovely day! 1180 used that's all I have for you guys bye!!!
