Dear God [Avenged Sevenfold Fanfic]

Ok this is my first time trying Avenged Sevenfold fanfiction. I hope you like but if you dont i understand.

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Destiny's P.O.V.

I grabbed at his arm, "Please don't take me back there I'm begging you!" Matt looked down at me coldly but a flash of mixed emotions flashed over his face. He cleared his throat and said, "I'm sorry Destiny but its for the best." Rage coursed through my body, "You of all people now that this," I pointed around the airport,"is not the best! I need to be here to help you guys get through this to help me get through this!! Instead your sending me back home!!! The kids are going to be wondering where there Father went and I wont be able to explain it to them!!!! I NEED YOUR GUYS HELP!!!!!" Matt looked down as the others came over. Tears started to run down my face harder as they looked at me sadly. Halie came out of the bathroom her eyes were dry until she saw Brian and started to cry again. I hugged her as the lady called our flight. I looked at the guys hoping they would change their minds when no one spoke up i turned away. I sniffled wiping away the tears as Halie continued to sob in my arms I didn't look back. It was to late what had happened had happened for a reason. I sat there playing with my wedding ring wondering why God hates me. Your probably wondering why my best friend and I are so upset right now.

It all started 3 yrs. ago in the tiny town of Pioneer Ohio. Ya your probably wondering why a little town all the way cross country but that will sort its self out later. I was at my boyfriends house, well ex-boyfriend now. Anyways I was listening to my ipod while he was taking a shower. He walked out in only his boxers. I looked up and whistled at him making him look over smiling. "Like what you see." he smirked walking over to me.

I shrugged, "I think you getting a little chubby." I patted his belly.

He looked at me a little confused, "Oh really?" 

"Yep." I smirked.

He climbed onto the bed in between my legs and kissed my lips gently. I wrapped my arms around his neck as his tongue begged for entrance. I smiled and parted my lips to let his warm tongue slide through. Our tongues danced happily together. I moaned as he kissed down my neck and to my collar bone finding my weak spot. He's hands started up to my bra but I pushed him away shaking my head.  He sighed, "Come on Destiny we have been going out for almost a year now and havn't even got past kissing."

I looked away and whispered, "I just want it to be with the right person and when i'm ready." 

"So what your saying is that you don't love me?" he asked hurt lacing around his words.

I shook my head, "I didn't say that."

"But you pointed to it." he replied quickly.

I took his hands and looked him dead in the eyes, "Mark I care about you more then you will ever know but I don't want to give you everything until I know your the one." 

He shrugged and looked down, "I'm sorry but i don't think I'm the one. I think we should see new people. I'm sorry Destiny its... over." 

I gasped and tears started to burn my eyes, "Your giving up our almost one year relationship because i wont sleep with you?" 

He shrugged and i stood angrily saying, "Your pathetic!" He stood up and shoved me into the wall angrily, "What did you call me?" I said it again harshly, "Your... P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C!" That wasn't the smartest thing in the world seeing how Mark has anger issues. He raised his hand and slapped me across the face. I yelped in pain as he stood there in shock at what he just done. I shoved past him as he yelled out, "Destiny im sorry." I ran out of the house and away from there as fast as possible. Mark tried to catch me but i was way faster then him and left him breathless in minutes. I ran to my best friend, Halie, and mine's spot, under a bridge. When i got under there I sobbed and rubbed my cheek. I took out the mirror out of my purse and looked at it. I gasped, it was welted and black/purple. Great now i can't go home tonight i thought to myself so i grabbed my cell phone and called Halie.

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ok this is the first chapter ill try to find a better cover but i just love this pic so i had to put it in :D

R.I.P James Owen Sullivan foREVer ;') 

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