Dear God [Avenged Sevenfold Fanfic]

Part 5

I almost laughed thinking it was a joke but instead asked, "This is a joke right?"

"No Destiny its real the vistation is next Monday from 2:00 to 6:00. The funeral is the next day at 12:30pm." I choked out, "Ok thank you." before hanging up and letting the thought sink in. I

sat there stuned and I started to cry as it hit me that this was true and they weren't lieing. Jimmy walked up to me and asked, "Destiny are you crying?"

I looked down whipping the tears away. He sat down next to me and said, "Its ok Destiny. Can u tell whats wrong?" I sniffled and told him that Asia had killed herself. It hurt more to say it out loud. You see me and Asia have been friends since I moved here, She had always talked about death and killing herself but I was the only one to convince her otherwise. I never thought she really would kill herself.

Jimmy hugged no more like held me as i started to break down crying. Halie walked over laughing, "Just kicked Zacky's ass-" She stopped seeing me crying and asked, "Whats wrong sis?" Jimmy had to tell her because i couldnt talk.

I looked at Jimmy, "Can we go back?" i ask huskily from my throat being dry, He nods and Halie went to get the guys and return all the shit. Jimmy carried me to the saying, "Im driving."

I nodded and handed him the keys as he set me into the car gentle and walked to the other side sliding in next to me. I just look out the window trying to hold back my sobs, The guys and Halie finally walk out and into the car. Everyone is quiet accept my acational sob. Jimmy pulls out of there and tries to get home quickly.

I felt him watching me but every time i looked he was watching the road. I shook my head thinking I must be going insane too!

Jimmy soon pulled into the parking lot and we all climbed out heading upstairs to the rooms. We said goodnight before turning into our last night in these rooms. I turned after Jimmy and followed him to bed. I turned looking at him sadly and said, "I dont want you guys to leave." He looked at me sighing, "I know i dont want to leave but we have to." He leaned over kissing my cheek then turned falling asleep. I kept tossing and turning not being able to sleep. I stood up and grabbed my jacket and the room key slipping out of the room quietly. I walked down to the lobby and out the door towards the lake. I sat down looking at the full moon reflecting off the water. New tears sprung to my eyes as i looked up to the stars and yelled, "I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW ASIA!!" I curled my legs up to my chest and set my head in my hands sobbing to myself silently.

I sat there for only god knows how long until someone came out and wrapped thier arms around me. I sniffled and looked up to see Matt looking out to the lake.

"Hey." I whispered dryly. He looked down at me his eyes somber and said, "Hey. Did something go wrong at the bowling ally??" I nodded and choked on own words as i said, "One of my best friends killed herself this morning." He hugged me tighter and whispered, "Im sorry." I looked back up to the stars asking, "Do you think she is up there?"

He looked up too saying, "I'm not sure probably because you were in her life." I smiled at the thought of her being happy for once. I felt M =att watching me as i looked out to the lake. I looked up and he looked away quickly.

"Is something bugging you Matt?" He looked at me and nods, "See there is a girl i like but i dont know how to tell her i do and if she likes me back."

I sigh, "Just tell her how u feel im sure she will like u back. Who couldnt fall in love with you?"

He smiled and watched me for a moment then out of nowhere his lips came crashing down on mine. I was shocked but i kissed back. Thousands of thoughts ran through my head Why wasent i pushing him away? i thought then a voice started in the back of my head saying You love Jimmy u idiot! Stop kissing him!!!!!