chapter 15

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The next 2 weeks every day I wake up early and I went to the sea with Zayn, not to swim, just to be near it, I show him the birds fishing, we saw some boats, we walked at the dock and we saw the sunrise or we sat at the beach just for talk for a looooong time and when I supposed it was breakfast time we returned to the house so I could make it before Niall get up hungry. Louis and Liam asked me every day not to work but Niall was always hungry and he actually liked what I cooked, and I wasn´t comfortable with the guys wasting so much money just for us to eat. Most of the mornings when we arrived Louis was already awake and when he wasn´t in the moment we opened the door he ran, hug me, and ran again to change his clothes and came downstairs well dressed, but that Saturday it was different, when we arrived everyone was already taking breakfast, and they didn´t hear when we arrived, they were talking about … about me?!?

-She´s making something that anyone could do before- Lisa

- But he is still not swimming; Zayn is not doing new things- Harry

-he is going with her every day at the beach just because he W-A-N-T –Liam

-She knows what she is doing Haz soon or late she will take him to swim- Lilah

- do you really think this is helping him? - Niall

-Yes – Zayn said walking throw the room, I followed him

-Good morning guys, why didn´t you waited me so I could make breakfast?

-I was hungry and I wake up early, so why not made breakfast myself? I have o it many times before, hope you enjoy it! - Niall said while he gave me a plate full of food

-Thanks Niall- I sat in the space next to Louis, he smile and gave me a kiss at my cheek

-good morning

-good morning Lou- I took breakfast, thinking of what I heard, I really need to take him to swim, and maybe you´ll think I’m the most strange people but I was afraid, not of swimming of course not, not even of the sea, no, I was afraid of swimming WITH Zayn, I was sure he´ll made it perfect, he wasn´t the problem, I was the problem, is something difficult to explain and it´s a long story, but I’ll tell you some of the most important things in a resume; when I was 10 I went to the beach with my cousin and his parents, I was sitting at the sand waiting for him so we could play, suddenly a strange guy with his girlfriend stop walking in front of me , they went into the sea and when they were like 10 meters away from me they started kissing, a kiss, you know those one that are about to going too far, it was more passion of what I have seen in any movie, the guy started to move his hands throw her belly , he made face of disgust and he started to tell her that she was fat, that she wasn´t a good kisser and a lot of things like that, he leave, she was broken, crying, 2 days after that, one night we were at the hotel room when we heard a shot , next morning my uncle investigated and he told my aunt trying us not to hear that the girl I saw at the beach has kill herself because she thought she was ugly.

Since then I had never swim when there was anyone around me although I love swimming, I was scared of someone watching me in my swimsuit , and because of that I was also scared of kissing someone, I was scared of not being good enough. Remember all those events made a little tear went out of my eye I discovered everybody starting at me

-what?

-nothing- they answered but Louis didn´t took his eyes from me; at 3 o´clock we went to the airport and Lisa leave us promising she´ll phone us when she arrived, returning to the house my phone rang

-Hello?

-Hi, Jane? It´s me Kyra – Kyra?  Kyra?  Who´s Kyra? Oh! True the girl of the concert!

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