Shifting stories from my BTS/Straykids DR

The first day home (pt.1)

So this is gonna be about when I first shifted and what happened on thst first day,Im gonna summarize it again but I do have a really detailed version I wrote of it a couple months ago if u wanna see that 👀👀 anyways

SO

First for context Im at Han river with my CR brother and mom (no Namjoon doesnt marry my mom or date her😭💀 theyre just like friends yk)
And for more context, in my CR I had a coping mechanism where at night I would pretend to talk to Joon and pretty much "tell" him everything,so I scripted he actually did hear me somehow and thats how we knew eachother before we met if that makes sense,or more how we recognised eachother when we did

Now
When I first shifted it was actually on accident💀 (I was just visualizing until I fell asleep) then I woke up in my DR ofc,and for the first like 5 whole minutes U didnt even know I shifted😭💀 like it just felt so... idk,natural? Idk,but then Soon I saw the LIFA app on my phone and IT HIT ME. SO HARD. I WAS LIKE "HOLY FUCKING SHIT I FUCKING DID IT WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK-" In my head I was literally was freaking out inside😭 I seriously chocked on my breath I was holding in my screams bc I was right next to my mom😭💀 couldnt contain all of it tho and I literally slapped my hand over my mouth💀 my mom was like "whats wrong?" and I said "Oh its nothing just happy to be here 😊" LMAO.

Then I started touching EVERYTHING IN SIGHT. I WAS SO IN DISBELIEF OF HOW GODDAMN REAL IT FELT IT WAS SO CRAZY. Like I was literally sitting there touching everything for like a good 5 minutes straight😃 then I remembered its good to set a task for yourself when u shift bc it grounds u there I think? (im not sure pls dont come for me if Im wrong- ) and my task was eat a sandwich from our picnic basket,it felt so rewarding when I did idk why😭

Then I spotted my brothers not to far away playing around with a skateboard which I recognised as mine and a bike. I was just uncontrollably smiling the whole time my cheeks were unconsciously hurting😭 so I went down to them and hung out with them,nothing much theyre my brothers. Then I started riding my skateboard,and I basically scripted Im extremely good at it and never fall so it felt so crazy when I did tricks with no effort I felt so cool😭💀 then the moment of all time,while I was skating I locked eyes with him,Namjoon💔

I instantly SPRINTEDD for him and I saw him mouth "Yubin" (my DR name) in shock/disbelief 😭😭😭 then I jumped into his arms and he held me so tight I was sobbing so bad,and sadly but happily so was he :"""""""[ then eventually he let me down but we just hugged eachother again😭💔 I said "Dad I missed you so much" with this cracked ass voice from crying and he said "Im here now,you dont need to wait anymore" and "I heard you all those days and nights,I cant belive I can finally hold you" AAAAAAAAAAKKK IM TEARING UP JUST REMINISCING ABOUT IT💔💔💔💔 I just said "I love you so much" bc I knew if I spoke even one more word I would just breakdown again😭

Then my older brother called me,I was rlly not tryna go back there but okay I went to him and told Namjoon I'll be back rq 😒 but whwn I went back i saw legit tears in his eyes before he wiped them away quick😭 I looked to him and he said "You belong with him" ????? I WAS FR CONFUSED BC I DIDNT EVEN SCRIPT THAT- but I still was happy when he said that infact Tears started dropping again💀 I looked to my mom to see if they really meant it and she nodded😭 Later Later on in my DR I asked why she did that and she said she felt a really strong feeling that I needed to be with him? idk what that means but Im happy she followed that feeling even tho it mustve hurt :(

After we talked a little more we hugged eachother goodbye and that was that with them :") although I did see them not long after this day

So then I went back to Namjoon and he had moved under a tree (I took my skateboard with ofc) then he patted his lap so I could sit😭😭and then we just started talking and enjoying eachothers presence to the fullest yk :") and after that he took me around a bit to try some stuff and just look around Gyeongi and Yangpyeong a little (the places Han river flows through) taking pictures and eating good food it was all such a beautiful and comforting time I felt so genuinely happy  after so long :""")

Imma do part 2 when I met the other members in the next chapter bc this getting too long 🏃🏽🏃🏽 but thanks for reading all of this if u did <3