I rarely thought of you nowadays coz' it's been such long time that I haven't heard from you or seen you. Our world are both revolving in different axis what do I fucking care when that story ended the moment you walk away. I cannot hold you back then because I can't give you the thing you want from me and vice versa. It's not that we don't feel something towards each other coz I do and I know you do too but sometimes it's not enough to make things workout. I never regretted anything that I did because I choose you to be my friend than be the one to fill that void that's been empty. What a roller coaster of emotion you bring out the best and worst in me and you made me feel things that I shouldn't be feeling. It's one of those treasured moment that will forever stay with me wherever I go. Though time has passed and my feelings have ebb yet I can't deny that once in awhile I still kinda miss you coz' there's a lot of things that still reminds me of you especially those songs you gave to me. If we could have sum up what we are to each other then perhaps I can say that once our music was playing splendidly and in harmony only as the years pass by it suddenly went out of tune till there was only silence and a distant memory. Yes you are that song that keeps playing, you are the music of my heart, of my soul it was a sweet melody but like everything else it must end as well and yeah you are the one that got away and don't blame even if time has passed but once in awhile I still miss you.
April 17, 2015 11:07pm
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RandomJust random thoughts I feel at different moments and time of day in my life. It's neither fiction or real it's just an expression, an outlet of an emotion that want to be put into words... This is sort of a dear diary to me...
