I look over my shoulder one final time before I enter the park. I take a deep breath and walk to the swings. I sit on my favorite swing and shrug my jacket off. I plug my headphones in and turn the volume up all the way. I look up at the sky.
"Hey baby girl, its been awhile. I relasped. I'm sorry. I miss you. When you left, it poured and my hillside got muddy. I slid down to the dark waters. I try to keep my head above the water but its hard." I speak as I look up to the sky. I felt a single, warm tear slide down my cheek as I pump my legs harder.
"I am sorry. I am so pathetic. You left and took most of me with you. I am useless." I said as a took a pack of fags out of my pocket. I pulled one out and lit it, inhaling the poisonous smoke.
"I saw your tree the other day, its growing very- oooh sorry I love this song so flucking much!" I squealed.
" Driving through this world unknown,
I've built my life on broken bones.
Not living for this anymore,
You want a fight... I'll bring a war!
I feel alive inside
I won't be terrorized,
I'll take all the blame.
This heart of fire is burning proud
I am every dream you lost and never found
This heart of fire is stronger now
Build your walls but you can't keep me out
I'll burn them down.
I am every vow you broke,
They left for dead and turned to smoke.
Arm yourself with words of hate,
I'm ripping through the souls you take.
I feel alive inside
I won't be terrorized,
I'll stand up to the pain.
This heart of fire is burning proud.
I am every dream you lost and never found
This heart of fire is stronger now
Build your walls but you can't keep me out
Let's burn it down!
This heart of fire is burning proud.
I am every dream you lost and never found.
This heart of fire is stronger now.
Build your walls but you can't keep me out.
This heart of fire, fire, fire.
This heart of fire, fire, fire.
This heart of fire." I sung in my crappy voice. I giggled then gasped. I looked around me to be sure no one was around.
"I really shouldn't be doing this in the dark. Can't see a flucking thing. What bloody time is it?" I pulled out my phone and looked at it.
"Holy flucking fishie crackers! Its 3:00am!I should beat feet and get home. Bye Spazz, I shall be back tomorrow night!" I put my phone away and started dragging my feet to slow the swing. I slowed down quite a bit then jumped. My feet hit the grass and my knees gave. I rolled a few times and stopped on my stomach. I laid my in the grass unmoving, with my face in the grass.
"Shit. Ouch." I mumbled. I tensed when I heard a chuckle. I very slowly lifted my head off the ground. I saw a pair of boots and groaned.
"Well hello to you too" a deep voice chuckled.
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(ON HOLD)Rockstars And Small Towns
RandomA girl meets her idol band. And so yeah. Stuff happens.