Sins

(7) Together?

"let's break up" I said calmly "𝖸𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗂𝗓𝖾 𝗂𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗄 𝗎𝗉 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗆𝖾 𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖺𝖽𝖽𝗂𝖼𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇" he said with a annoying smirk on his face "𝗈𝗁 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖽𝗈 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖺𝗎𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗂𝗍𝗂𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖿𝖺𝗆𝗂𝗅𝗒'𝗌 𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖾𝗀𝖺𝗅 𝖻𝗎𝗌𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌" I snapped at him he rolled his eyes on me "𝖿𝗂𝗇𝖾 𝗂𝖿 𝖺 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝖽 𝗌𝗅𝗂𝗉𝗌 𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗆𝗈𝗎𝗍𝗁 𝖺𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗍 𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖻𝗎𝗌𝗂𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖨'𝗅𝗅 𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖡𝖾𝗅𝗅"

I went out the restaurant leaving a angry Fred behind I didnt want to see him again.

We were both first years at that time when we first met he couted me almost a month he became obsessed with my body, he taught me how to use powders,pills he had bad habits and he pushed it into me and now Im here trying to fix myself up before I fluck up again.

Re-thinking what I just did earlier I myself was astonished to how I calmly broke up with him whe the night before I was jusy crying cause i cheated.

The school halls was more quiter than usual I was sitting in the cafeteria with Mark & Ced, Mark was Ced's cousin I was also neigbours with Mark up until I moved out on my parents house.

"𝖲𝗈 𝖨 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗄𝖾 𝗎𝗉 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝖥𝗋𝖾𝖽, 𝗇𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗋𝖼𝗎𝗍 𝖻𝗒 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗒 𝗌𝗎𝗂𝗍𝗌 𝗒𝗈𝗎" Mark spoke I felt my cheek heat up "𝖸𝖾𝖺𝗁 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝗌𝗎𝖽𝖽𝖾𝗇 𝗈𝖿 𝗒𝗈𝗎, 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗐𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝖽 𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗌 𝖺𝗍 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗀𝗎𝗒" Ced stated rolling his eyes "𝖨 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗌𝗈 𝗍𝗈𝗈 𝖢𝖾𝖽 𝖨 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖺 𝗅𝗈𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗒𝗈𝗎" I said munching on my salad

"𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁 𝗋𝗂𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝖨 𝖺𝗅𝗌𝗈 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝖽 𝖿𝗋𝗈𝗆 𝖠𝗌𝗍𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖺 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝖺𝖽 𝗂𝗍 𝗐𝗂𝗍𝗁 𝗌𝗈𝗆𝖾𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗈𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝖽𝖺𝗒" Ced said raising his eyebrows "𝖨 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅-" I was cut off when someone spoke behind me "𝖧𝖾𝗒 𝖡𝖾𝗅𝗅𝖺 𝗐𝖾 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗆𝖾𝖾𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋 𝗍𝗈𝗆𝗆𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗈𝗐, 𝗈𝗁𝗁 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝖺𝗂𝗋?"

A manly voice spoke "𝗈𝗁 𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝖣𝖺𝗇 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁 𝖿𝖾𝗅𝗍 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖽𝗈𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗈" I snapped "𝖶𝖾𝗅𝗅 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝖺𝗍𝖾𝗋" He said and walked away "𝖣𝗂𝖽𝗇'𝗍 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗋𝖾 𝖼𝗅𝗎𝖻 𝖡𝖾𝗅𝗅" Mark asked

"𝖬𝗌𝗋. 𝖶𝗈𝗈𝖽𝗌 𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗂𝗌𝗍𝖾𝖽 𝗐𝖾 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇𝖾𝖽 𝗈𝗇𝖾 𝖾𝗏𝖾𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗋𝖾 𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗋𝖾 𝗐𝖺𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝗅𝗂𝗍𝗍𝗅𝖾 𝖻𝗂𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗄𝗇𝗈𝗐 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗄𝗂𝖽𝗌 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝖺 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝖳𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗅𝖾𝖽 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖠𝗅𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝖨𝗇 𝖶𝗈𝗇𝖽𝖾𝗋𝗅𝖺𝗇𝖽, 𝖨 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍'𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗄𝗂𝖽𝗌" I said catching my breath "𝖠𝗀𝗋𝖾𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍𝗌 𝗐𝗁𝗒 𝖨 𝖽𝗂𝖽𝗇𝗍 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗍𝗈 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗋𝖾" Ced spoke

School ended I was out on casual clothes looking for a job, It was getting late I went to a cafe to see if they are hiring but sadly they werent and at the end I went back to my dorm feeling tired and annoyed.

And one thing only gets me hyped when I feel like this and thats powder

I let go of my sling bag and sat on my bed I lined up some powder on the side table and sniffes on my right nose it stung but felt good.

I felt myself floating, euphoric was all I could describe, I closed my eyes and a Golden Castle stood infront of me I went indside it was much more beautiful there was no one but me and the furnitures inside the castle

I felt humming upstairs of the castle,
curious I followed the voice led me to a strangely dark door, all the doors was white except that certain door

I carfully opened it and saw a familiar figure

"𝗁𝗂" he said smiling "𝖽𝗈𝗇'𝗍 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖨𝗆 𝗇𝗈𝗍 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅"

"𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗍𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍𝗌 𝖻𝗋𝗈𝗎𝗀𝗁𝗍 𝗆𝖾 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾, 𝖨𝗍 𝖿𝖾𝖾𝗅𝗌 𝗇𝗂𝖼𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗌𝗎𝖼𝗁 𝗉𝗅𝖺𝖼𝖾 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖻𝗎𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗁𝖺𝗏𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗂𝗍 𝖡𝖾𝗅𝗅𝖺 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾'𝗌 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗅𝖽 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝖨𝗆𝖺𝗀𝗂𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗈𝗇, 𝗃𝗈𝗂𝗇 𝗆𝖾 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗐𝖾 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅 𝖽𝗂𝗌𝖼𝗈𝗏𝖾𝗋 𝗂𝗍 𝗍𝗈𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋"

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I just felt really sorry not updating in a long time so I made two new chapts.
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