Prisoner (Baysha) - ON HOLD

Chapter Nine: Mommy?

Sasha's pov:

"So, you ready to meet Faith?" I ask her as I see a nervous smile appear on her face. "Been ready since I knew she existed" she says happily. I'm not sure how things are gonna be with Bayley and me once Bianca is around. I still love Bayley so much but I'm with Bianca and she makes me happy. Bianca helped me through a tough time and I don't want to hurt her. But I also don't want to see Bayley hurt. I don't know if Bayley is the same since the last time we saw each other, we've both changed. I see in Bayley's eyes the trauma she went through, I know she's trying to protect me but she's got to talk to someone about it. We have been in the car driving in silence since I asked her about what happened, it was the wrong time to ask obviously but we are starting to talk about Faith now which brings Bayley out of her mood.

"So Faith doesn't know about me?" Bayley asks sadly. "She knows Bianca isn't her real mother. I have told her about you and showed her a few pictures" I say remembering Faith's first reaction to Bayley's photo. "What does she think?" She asks curiously. "Well..." I say as I have a flashback.

Flashback:

"Mommy, is Bianca my real mommy?" Faith asks while eating her chocolate chip pancakes that has whip cream and sprinkles on them. Bianca looks over at me and then back at Faith. "No, I'm not. But I love you the same no matter what" Bianca says kissing Faith's head. "Then who is it?" She asks confused. "Her name is Bayley and she loves you so much" I say getting sad about Bayley again. "Why isn't she around?" Faith asks sadly. I sigh not knowing what to say. Luckily Bianca speaks up for me. "She made some bad decisions so she wanted you to have a better life without her in it" I look over at Bianca confused, Bayley did nothing wrong but I stayed quiet instead of confusing Faith more. "Will I ever meet her?" I smile thinking of the thought of them playing together like Bianca does with her. "Maybe in the future. I have photos if you want to see them" I say already getting up to get my phone and looking for photos of Bayley and I as Faith nods happily. Yes, I still have photos of us, I'd never delete them.

I show Faith a picture of Bayley and she just states at her and smiles. I see her scanning Bayley's face looking for ways they look alike. "She's pretty and she has my smile!" Faith says hugging me. "I love her" she says as I kiss her head. I love her too.

Flashback over:

Bayley's pov:
"She loves me?" I say shedding a tear knowing my own child loves me and hasn't even met me yet. "She does. She asks to see photos of you all the time and likes seeing newer ones everyday so I show her one new photo everyday" she says grinning. "Thank you" I tell her as I put my hand on her thigh. I can hear her take a deep breath as she feels my touch. We finally make it to Sasha's house. Sasha looks around making sure no one is around as we rush inside. I enter her house taking it in. "You have a nice house Sash" I say looking at a photo of Sasha and Faith on the wall. I admire both my girls in the photo, they're beautiful. "Come on into the kitchen and I'll get you a drink" Sasha says leading me to the kitchen. She hands me a drink and we sit down on the stools at the island. I hear small footsteps running down the stairs, I know who it is immediately. Faith.

"Mommy!" She says excitedly as she runs into Sasha's arms. "You're home!" She smiles widely and kisses Sasha's cheek. I can't help but feel joy seeing my girls together. "How's my baby girl? Have you been good for aunt Naomi and Bex?" Sasha asks her as she sets her down. "Im always good," she stops and takes a look at me realizing who I am. "Mommy?" Faith asks not taking her eyes off me confused. "Yeah..Faith this is uh, well you know, your mom, Bayley. And she came to see you" Sasha says nervously.

"Wow, she's more pretty in person" she says making my heart feel full. "Aww, thank you and you're more adorable in person too" I say leaning down to her. "Nice to meet you, m-mommy?" Faith asks looking at Sasha. "It's ok, you can call her that. She's your mom." Sasha smiles. "Can I have a hug then?" Faith asks with curious eyes. She is literally a mini Sasha I swear. "Of course!" I open my arms as she walks into them and hugs me. "Your a hugger aren't you?" She asks as she pulls away and kisses my cheek. How is this sweetheart mine? "Yeah, how'd you know?" I ask picking her up and holding her in my arms. "Cause you give good warm hugs" she giggles. "You my darling fill my heart with love and joy" I look over to see Sasha tearing up. "Mommy can we keep her?" She begs as Sasha laughs. "Of course we can" Sasha says moving over to us and hugging us both.

"Hey Sash! We didn't know you be home this soon-" Naomi stops as she looks at me. "Oh my god! Bayley?" Naomi says smiling. "It's my name, don't wear it out" I say as Naomi comes to join our group hug. Faith giggles, "that's what mommy says all the time" Becky comes downstairs and runs to join us."I knew you be back you bas-" Becky starts to say but Sasha nudges her. "Ehem, child right here" Sasha says seriously. "Oh sorry. But c'mon Sash, she'll be saying these things by tomorrow" Becks says laughing. Sasha gives her a glare. "You guys better not swear when my kid is around" Sasha scolds. "Of course not. Well maybe Bex but not me" Naomi says grabbing Faith out of my arms but she just clings to me. "Aww, so I'm guessing you had a good meeting with your mama?" Naomi asks. "Yep! And guess what! Were keeping her!" Faith claps. We all laugh. I play with Faith for a while before she has to go take a bath and go to bed.

While Sasha is giving Faith a bath, I chat with Naomi and Becky downstairs. "So you're telling me that you've been hostage all this time?" Becky asks shocked. "Yeah, it's been tough but I'm better now that I'm back with my family" I say smiling. "Do you know about, um, Bianca and Sasha?" Becky asks nervously. "Yeah..I'm not gonna lie. It hurts, but as long as Sasha's happy I can manage" I sigh looking away. "It can't be easy though" Naomi says. "It's not but I haven't even met Bianca yet, so.." I say. "Well, I like her but you know you're my best friend so I support whatever chose you decide." Becky says as she reaches for my hand. "I'm fine guys, I promise. And thank you" I say as I see Sasha walking down the stairs with Faith in her arms. Faith is wearing a monkey onesie because she's just a little monkey who loves to climb everywhere. I noticed that when we were playing in the backyard.

"Someone wanted to kisses and to say goodnight" Sasha says looking over at me. We make eye contact, getting lost into each others eyes as Naomi and Bex kiss Faith goodnight. "Do I get a turn?" I ask. "Of course you do!" I kiss Faith's head and tell her goodnight as Sasha takes her upstairs and puts her to bed. After 10 minutes Sasha comes back down. "Sorry guys, she wanted a story then another then another and so on until she finally passed out" Sasha says as she laughs. "Well guess our babysitting duty is over. We'll be back tomorrow for our girls night?" Becks asks while hugging Sasha. "I'll see you guys tomorrow" Sasha hugs Naomi and they leave. "So, I don't have another spare room, do you mind sleeping on the couch or in the basement? Don't worry it's not a junky one, it's actually where we have our movies and game nights" Sasha says. "I don't mind" I say but I want to be with Sasha not alone. "Want to watch a movie?" She asks. "Sure" I say as she puts a movie in and we cuddle on the couch. "Is this ok?" I ask. "Perfect" she says as she starts to doze off. "Goodnight my love-Sasha, I mean Sasha.." I say as I see her smile. "It's ok, just relax Bay" she puts her attention back to the movie and we eventually fall asleep.

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I'm terrible at writing and grammar but hope you like the story anyway.