Star boy: A ghetto top man's story. Book I

Chapter 15

"Alexa turn my fucking feelings off!" I shouted and threw my Amazon tablet on the bed. I was tempted all day to check if Star boy had sent me a message or even called. I was going crazy. "Lord please don't let me do this to myself!" I mumbled.
My conscience mocked me.
"This man is married!"
"To him, you are just a cooler"
"He won't leave his family for you unless you level up"
"No matter how he praises your potentials he won't leave"
"She is better, she has a successful career and you just a start"
"Yuh nuh near her level"
"Level the fuck up if you want to win"
My conscience was right. To win I need to focus on building my brand and level up.

I took out a paper and pen and wrote down some business goals I hoped to achieve in the coming week. I got up, took a shower, apply some light make-up to my face. I dress up in casual wear and headed to the pharmacies in the town. I wanted to meet up with as many managers as I could about adding my products to their business line to boost my sales.

The sun is extremely hot today but I refused to let that hinder me from pulling through with my plans. I arrived at Cawley's pharmacy first and imaginatively put on my brain cap. As soon as I entered I was blessed by the cool air conditioner followed by a Customer representative. I spoke to her about the plans I had for their business as well as mine. She smiled and introduced me to the manager. The manager is the son of my grade 5 teacher. I was her class prefect. I decided to use that to start the conversation. It worked.

Today I felt a spike in my intelligence and I loved it. The moon energy was working in my favor today. I got the green light from all the pharmacies. The next step is to get my products into their businesses. Today was a good day.

The evening drew closer and I did not look at my phone once. I made up my mind to focus on my business endeavors and not this man, he was not mine, to begin with, and he might never be.