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Today 11:29 PM

Rue? Can we talk?
I know I'm 5 months late. But can we talk? Please?

Wow
After 5 months?

I'm so sorry. Alam kong alam mo na yung tungkol sa pagbubuntis ni Angelique.
Maselan pagbubuntis niya kaya ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng chance kausapin ka.

Oh? Why are you talking to me now?
She's still pregnant right?
7 months pregnant? While we only broke up 5 months ago? 🙂

Sorry
Can we meet? I want to explain it in person

You said it yourself, you're 5 months late.
Kung gusto mo magpaliwanag, ipaliwanag mo dito.

Okay
First, sorry.

Saan?
For cheating on me? For ghosting me? For breaking up with me thru paper? 🙂

Everything, Rue.
Sorry talaga.
Angelique... I treated her as my friend. We were just friends.
Kahit na laging pinipilit ni Mom na kami na lang.
I have you, why would I be with Anj, right?
Kahit naman si Anj, ayaw niya rin sakin.
But then one day, Mom called me at sinabihan umuwi. When I got there, andon na yung pamilya nila Angelique.
I found out na nagplano pala silang ipakasal kami.
Anj and I, we were frustrated as fuck.
Ayaw namin don, eh. But we don't know how to go against our parents' orders.
So that night, we decided to drink.
Hanggang sa nalasing. And I think you know what happened next.
Kinabukasan non, we agreed to just forget it.

Kaso nagbunga. When our parents found out that she's pregnant and I am the father, my parents confiscated my gadgets. Kaya rin hindi ako nakapag-communicate sayo.
They bought me a new phone with a new sim card. Ang nakalagay lang don is numbers ng relatives. I was also stressed because of Angelique's pregnancy.
I know my reason is not valid. But I just really want to apologize.
For hurting you, for cheating on you, and for not giving you a proper break up.

That's it? Wow!
Yeah, you're right.
Your reason isn't valid. You both are drunk? Kaya ganon?
That's bullshit. Ginusto mo yon!
I experienced being drunk, too. But you never saw me fucking any other man out there!
At kaya ba mula non hindi mo na ako pinapayagan na pumuntang clubs kasama sila Sandra?
Natatakot kang magawa ko yung ginawa mo sakin behind my back?
Wow!
They are right. Takot talaga tayo sa sarili nating multo 🙂

I know. Wala akong maayos na dahilan.
I just really want to say sorry.
You don't have to forgive me or what.
Pasensya na.

Yeah, that's right.
Hindi na ako magagalit pero wal akong balak magpatawad.
Hindi mo deserve.

I understand.
Sorry.
I hope you'll be happy, Rue.

Sasaya talaga ako. Wala ka na sa buhay ko, eh.