𝐒𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 𝐌𝐲 𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐞 (𝐑𝐚𝐧 𝐇𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐢 X 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫)

𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑷𝑻𝑬𝑹 3: 𝑪𝑶𝑳𝑫 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑯𝑻

-RAN-

I'm letting my motor cycle fly, it's high enough for me to meet the gods-pun intended.

I let myself go through the abstract expanse at highspeed, letting my hair sway through the strong wind of the night, as if I'm leaving my recently brought about sins on the road

This woman who called me today made my day, however I do find everything that transpired foolish, we got interrupted, but she gave me a gold necklace instead of cash, and nearly throw me out the window.

Rich people likes to throw away their expensive belongings like handing candies to some random kid sometimes.

I'm elated since I've accumulated enough money to buy us groceries good for 2 weeks and bring Rindou to a hospital for a checkup.

Our piled-up bill of apartment rent comes last. I'll also try to push my luck with our landlord's wife later.

Even though Rindou is sick, he has been reluctant about getting checked up (because it's expensive and we're broke). But if I have to tie him to my motorcycle and drag him to a medical center, I'll do it.

Rindou has this sickness since he was a baby; he has a mild blood disorder. His disease gave me trauma when I was a kid, I'd do anything for us to not experience that again.

Ever since our mother died-no, she was murdered- I've been working for our living and school expenses, I've taken every job that I can: driver, piercer, barista, janitor, waiter, you name it.

I didn't know I'd been abusing my body until I got sick.

We didn't have enough money at the time, Rindou treated my fever with cheap medicine, hot ramen, and cold water for my temperature.

Rindou cried on my lap that night.

'Oniichan, I'll never let you work alone; I'll work, too.' Rindou said in between sobs.

I hugged Rindou and we cried on each other's shoulders-that's the last time I cried.

In front of him and everyone, at least.

Since then we always roam around trying to find side jobs left and right while studying and fulfilling our roles in gang stuff and shit.

And of course, I do sex works in between when I'm called by her-my saviour, the one in the few people I care about. She does come in clutch as always, and I'm too pleased for that, even my own words in my own lios cannot describe how indebted for her existence alone.

I gaze up at the sky, I notice that there are only a few stars in the sky, and it's exceptionally cold tonight.

It is always the nights like these that I remember everything from the slightest to largest detail of my predicament.

For a little minute, I close my eyes and enjoy the night ride in this city that detest the most.

Devils are here.

I miss Roppongi, and I miss you, mama.

I propell harder leaving everyone on my wake in the dust, stunned.