(Justins POV)
I was on the couch when i saw a tiktok while scrolling on my fyp,i thought it was a hilarious tiktok that me and Ryan could do so i called him over. RYANNNNNNN! i yelled , he came downstairs, What? i need u to help me with a tiktok real quick, why-? Ryan confusingly asked,Just COME-(pulls arm) *falls* when i opened my eyes and looked down, Ryan was on my chest ,my heart started to flutter,but he then stood up and dusted his clothes off, i just kept staring at him until he asked me "well are we gonna do the tiktok or not cause if not i'm gonna take a nap" i chuckled while getting up, yeah sure let me just set it up.
After the tiktok <33
After we were done the tiktok i couldn't help but glance at Ryan's cute eyes, he looked up at me, "uh Justin?" i snapped back to reality, " Oh yeah??" "i'm gonna go now-" oh ok- , an awkward silence broke between us when he started to walk away. without even thinking i accidentally pulled Ryans hand, i pulled my hand away as fast as i could. Ryan had turned around and seemed surprised, but didn't questioned it and kept walking but i know his face was disgusted so i got scared.but why-?
[Justins Mind]
wait why am i feeling this way?
do i like..guys?
no i just like girls.
i definitely like girls..
or guys-
no im just speaking nonsense .
SHUT UP SHUT UP
ryan is just my friend nothing else.
right...?
before i could continue thinking Oliver and Regie came in laughing about something while drinking boba,"Hey justin!" Olivers says while smiling,"want some boba?" uh no thanks i think im just gonna go lay down i dont feel good right now... "oh did u eat something bad?" regie said, i dont know i think ill just rest for now,"i mean i guess,"but get well soon cause we're gonna make a new video soon!" "ok will do!" i started walking upstairs.
(In Justin's/Ryans room)
when i walked inside the room i accidentally saw Ryan changing, i immediately closed my eyes and then shut the door,i waited for a few minutes.{5 mins later..}
ryan came out with a white t-shirt on and some shorts he grinned at me awkwardly and let me in, he asked "why i'd come upstairs" and i said i wasn't feeling well, he said get better which made me flustered but didn't show, soon i fell asleep and when i woke up Everyone had already left the house.i was confused and thought they were pulling a prank on me so i kept calling everyones names "OLIVER!" "DARREN!" no response, so i just came downstairs to get dinner and see if there was any food, i looked around everywhere and scoffed, "no wonder they went out" *DING DONG* tf whos that.
To anyone thats reading this mahal kita <33
YOU ARE READING
With him <33 (Ryan x Justin)
RomanceThis story is obviously about Ryan and Justin but also the deceiving parts of "friendship" and love.Read to find what Ryan and Justin go through on this romantic but spicy adventure.
