With him <33 (Ryan x Justin)

wait what..?

*DING DONG* who tf is that i thought,when i walked over to the door it was the boys and they went to go get in-out,when i looked at Ryan he had already been staring at me and the more and more awkward it became the more and more i would feel shy talking to him..luckily Oliver called us to the table to go eat, while walking to the table i felt a hand gripping while pulling me away,It was Ryan? i was really confused on why he had dragged us into the closet but before i could say anything he leaned over and kissed me i was shocked and confused, he pushed me against the wall than started we started to make out,i shoved him away and said "WTF," "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!" he seemed offaly surprised as i brushed pass him slamming the door behind me, Oliver yelled "JUSTINNNN! RYANNN! CMON WERE EATING!" i yelled back " I DON'T FEEL LIKE EATING I CAN EAT LATER WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT!!" "OK IF U SAY SO!" he replied back, i rushed upstairs when i saw Ryan coming out of the closet crying,i honestly felt bad but that didnt stop me. i closed the door and went in the bathroom i washed my face while looking in the mirror,

{Narrator}:{Justins thoughts}.
should i have done that-? yes ofc i'm not gay. (your actually gay how pathetic. )i'm not gay .(no one would want u.) i'm not gay. i'm not gay.IM NOT OKAY.i need help.. STOP IT THOUGHTS.
[3rd person POV]
Justin fell to the ground, he locked the door tear rolling down his face he finally broke. he was crying manically but little did he know Ryan was on the other side of the door listening to his shed full screams in frustration and anger.
when Ryan heard him getting out of the bathroom he sprinted out of there, Justin wanted to cool down so he had fell asleep.

[ryans POV]
Justins currently resting right now he looks so cute when he sleeps,the thing is.. i've actually liked Justin ever since we first met.he was always so nice calm and gentle with me he was so handsome as well,i would wish that he would feel the same.. though from the looks of it from earlier today my chances arent so high, i should just ignore him for now he wont like my compony anyway...