The Fault in our stars!

Chapter : 4.

"And the best punjabi actress award goes to none other than the dashing Shehnaaz gill" He as in ayushman khurana nnounced in the filmfare award, the whole crowd was filled with excitement as their very own shehnaaz gill in a silky long sleeve red  gown, hair open, red lipstick, light makeup walked to the stage slowly, her dress flowing in the ground. Her very own bollywood crush happen to be comming behind her and suddenly kartik aryan held the hem of her dress that was laying on the floor and help her to reach the stage, shhenaaz laughed out on him.

"Thank you thankyou" She repeated frequently taking the award from him. The clapping sounds could be heard from the crowd now.

He handed her the mic signaling her to tell something.
Taking a deep breath in to fill the void she is feeling now she took the mic, the whole hall was silent. But, rita maa looked directly in sana's face it was glowing today after a lot of time, this is what sidharth wanted.

"Hello hello" Shehnaaz laughed nervously.

"Pehle toh thank you sabko mujhe itna pyaar dene k liye lekin mujhko jinhone sabse jyada hunar diya wo hain meri maa. Rita maa. I want all of my family here please" She announced taking everyone in surpise, no one knew she would openly call rita maa like this..

Rita maa, mummy gill walked up the stage.

Mummy was rhe first one to take sana in a hug, her eyes were watery.

"Aree kyun ro  rahi ho mummy? " Shehnaaz cooed bending her face a little down to her level removing the tears, the crowd was in awe of the mother daughter duo.

Then she walked up to Rita maa and took her in a hug sobbing silently. Maa knew any moment now she would breakdown so it's better to break the hug now.

Both ehr mothers stand on each side beside her, two hands wrapped over them.

"Aur jiske bina main kuch nahin hoon.. Mera sidharth. This is for him. Shehnaaz kuch bhi nahin tha tere bina aj bhi nahin hain sidharth. " She declared sending goosebumps to everyone present there.

"Bohot age jaogi" Alia who was standing just beside hugged  shehnaaz patting her back.

"Thankyou ma'am" Shehnaaz smilled back.

She walked back to the audience with her very own mothers.

The evening was shinning all throughout, the guests were cheering her in and out, twitter was in full blast with her winning the award, her dms were filled with love from her fans and closed ones, everything was perfect yet nothing was. Only she knew how much of a storm was going on inside her.

"Maa main juhu hoke ati hoon? ' shehnaaz asked maa while going back to their home.

" Jao" Maa agreed at the first second.

The car stopped  infront of the juhu beach, shehnaaz strolled down, everyone remained quite, maa had a gentle smile on her face  , she knew for a fact that shehnaaz keeps talking to him in this place, this was the last place they went together before he left all of them.

"Bhaiya do beer dena" Shehnaaz asked to the shopkeeper . As she got two bears she strolle dto the beach. One hand with her trophy and another hand had the two bottles.