×Seven Years× //Bakudeku// ||Non-One for all/Kidnapped/Experiment Izuku AU||

×Mom×

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Italic + '         ' = Speaking in head/controlled thoughts

Just bold + '         ' = Back of the head/uncontrollable thoughts

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Word count: 1105

Bakugous POV:
"Where's my mom?" I froze when he asked that question, I knew it was coming eventually, I'm the only one who could know where she is. And I do know...

"Deku- she..." I didn't know how to tell him. How could I? I don't even know half of what's he's been through but I'm sure finding out your mom left the country only two months after your kidnapping won't end so well.

"Please kacchan- i- I have to see her, aiziwa said their looking but she's moved houses since I was..." He stopped himself before he finished this sentence, yet he still seemed so desperate.

"Deku," I paused, seeing izuku flinch at my reaction to his question. "she left to America"

I was terrified of his reaction. Seeing him in pain, and pain that I caused, makes it feel like a cold weight on my heart.

He didn't say anything, just stared blankly at me.

"Oh..." He finally said, looking down. "Well there has to be a way to contact her right? I mean she can fly back here?" I saw hope in his eyes, for the first time since he was saved.

"Honestly I don't know, I haven't talked to her in years I don't even know if she has the same number" I explained trying the best to not hurt him anymore.

"But then, she might?" I could see the relief in his eyes. But seven years is a long time, and with the fact she left without telling anyone...

"Yeah...she might..." I forced myself to smile, letting myself fall for the little bit of hope that she might come back.

"Can I...can I try to call her?" He asked. He didn't have a phone so he obviously wanted mine.

"Yeah, you can try..." I said, pulling my phone out of my pocket and going to the phone app, searching through it for a minute until I found her number.

"Here...all you have to do is press call" I said, handing him the phone hesitantly.

He picked it up and stared it at, not pressing the button yet. I wish more than anything that I could just know what he's thinking.

Izukus POV:
I just have to press call. Thats all it takes. One button. I just have to press it. Just press it.

'come on damnit"

Why the hell can't I just press it. All I want to do is see her, talk to her. Just know she's okay for fucks sake.

So why the hell can't I press it?

"Deku..." My eyes started to water when I felt his hand on my knee. I didn't want to admit it. I didn't want to feel it.

But...I'm scared.