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Request from ChanIsBottom

Chan was currently in his room lying on the bed and scrolling through instagram seeing post by stays
As many stays shipped hyunjin and jeongin together chan couldn't help but feel jealous but he kept it to himself as it was a very minor problem to make it an issue his inner thoughts and feeling were not a big deal to worry about

And hyunjin and jeongin hanging out alot is not helping him even a bit.

It all started at a dance practice as hyunjin is the main dancer . The danceracha had made a choreography for there new song and jeongin was kinda having trouble to understand the choreo so hyunjin was helping him "personally " after every one had left to go back to the droms. Chan was on his and jeongin shared bed as he waited for the younger to come home and cuddle with him . But it was 2:00 am and he was still not home .Chan felt a bit sleepy as he needed to work on their songs to morning as he drifted of to sleep.

Chan woke up around like 6 in the morning and looked to his side to see I.N asleep next to him he wondered when he came home last night but didn't wanna wake him up so he headed to bathroom to wash his face .

As chan was staring at his self in the mirror he couldn't help but feel insecure. Was he not good enough for jeongin after all these years he was tired if him .Maybe if I was skinny and pretty like hyunjin he would like me more Chan thought to himself while a couple of tears spilled out of his eyes .

One day Chan came home from the studio to only be greeted with jeongin and hyunjin cuddling on the couch. Chan felt hurt but didn't show it in fact that both of them were soo into the show they were watching. They hadn't noticed the presence of Chan. Chan rushed into his room locking it while he was eying his whole body was he seriously so fat and ugly .jeongin didn't want him anymore as both of haven't even spoke to each other in days. Chan that decided that he would stop eating and would become skinny like hyunjin..

Chan completely holed himself in that studio he didn't eat only had a few crackers and water for almost a week Chan didn't go back to the droms feeling to weak to even do anything as the members only saw him at dance practice and he went back to the studio seeing jeongin laughing and giggling with hyunjin in the practice made it even worst

Did he really not care about him was all these years of their relationship was a joke . They haven't spoken for so long or even made eye contact. The other members could see how miserable Chan looked right now he looked so skinny and barely could dance properly and he has been neglecting his head space to for so long which is not good for his mental health. As chan left agian to lock himself in tat studio minho couldn't hold it in longer seeing his only hyung so miserable because of his own boyfriend made his blood boil . The second Chan left minho turned his attention to the makane who was packing his stuff to leave.

Jeongin pov

I was talking to hyunjin about something. I know I have been avoiding chan but I was just busy doing some work. I know that chan hasn't come home for like 2 weeks and he hasn't even slipped In a month I kinda feel guilty being his caregiver and not really caring about him but just few more days I'll be done with my work and I'll give my full attention to chan gosh I wish he would forgive me I'm sorry channie.

Suddenly minho called me which brought me out my thoughts . Jeongin do know what your doing? Do you even care about chan and have seen how skinny he's gotten minho hyung scolded me .

I erm I couldn't find words to speak as the guilt hit me hard as I just realized how miserable my baby was .

Minho hyung sighed I know you are busy but I don't think both of you have even spoken in a while and chans been holed up in that studio for 2 weeks and he has even been neglecting his headspace I.n ahh did even notice how big of a mess he looked .....