Is it selfish to have both? (Dabi x Shigaraki x Reader)

~Chapter 5~

you set up for the sleepover you tried to push the couch but you were too weak to push it where you wanted so you grabbed a bunch of sleeping backs unrolled them and laid them on the ground and put blankets on top of them and grabbed some pillows and you bumped snacks on the floor and set up a game which  took a while you had no idea how to set anything up you wanted to have a sleepover mostly because we wanted to confess that you've had a crush on both of them you didn't know if they would like a poly relationship but you wanted to try you loved them both very much even tho they make fun of you

it was getting late and you sat there waiting for the door to open with the two but the door never opened you opened Dabis's door after knocking "hey Dabi?" you looked in the darkroom and sigh sadly and close the door behind you and you walked to Shigaraki's room and knocked and there was some rustling around and then some whispers then footsteps came towards the door it opened and Shigaraki stod then and you looked behind him and Dabi was sitting on his bed chilling 

"guys are you coming to the sleepover come on please" you smiled Shigaraki looked back at dabi who didn't look at him "sure fine" he walked out and Dabi got up off his bed and fixed his shirt and walked out you smiled and walked in front of Shigaraki quickly and stood in front of your masterpiece as you called it "ta-da! sit sit please" they did what you said and you sat next to them "look I got nail polish and I got pink" you giggled a bit and Shigaraki took is and looked at Dabi and Dabi shook his head you giggled more 

"you can play video games too and snacks but i-" you looked down a bit embarrassed "what," Dabi said you looked up at both of them "I wanna talk to you guys about something that has been on my mind for a couple of months now and it won't take long but"you blush of embarrassment and took a deep breath "I like you guys both of you and I know it's weird but i- I want to have a relationship with you both if you return my feelings we could try it" you kept your eyes on your hands not wanting to look at there faces right now 

you heard dabi get closer and he took your chin in his hand lifting your head up making you look at him he leaned in and he kissed your lips your eyes widened and you kissed back he broke the kiss you smiled and before you could say anything Shigaraki took your chin and kissed you as well you smiled in the keep and you broke the kiss "please say that was a yes and you guys aren't playing with me" you said your face pink "idiot" Dabi kissed you again "of course we like you too we wouldn't be kissing you if we didn't" Shigaraki said and he picked up the game controller you smiled as Dabi broke the kiss 

this is the best you thought to yourself you crawled over and grabbed the black nail polish "hey Dabi I know pink isn't your color so I got black can I plleeeasseee paint your nails" you said crawling back to them "hey I wanted to do it" Shigaraki said "ok fine you can do the left hand and I'll do the right" you smiled "fine" you kissed his cheek which made his pale cheek pink a little "do I get a say in this" Dabi said with a frown "nope!" you said and you grabbed his hand and shook the nail polish bottle 

you tried to open it "it's so hard stupid thing they always make these things hard to open" you struggled to open the bottle "here let me try" you handed it to Dabi and he opened it with no struggles "not fair" you pouted as he chuckles and your grab his hand and placed it on your knees you proper your knee up so it's eye level and you began painting his nails 

he was very calm and he just watched you as you painted his nails a couple of times your eye meet his and he just smirked at you that dumb cheeky smirk he always does you loved it after you were done you blew on them a bit you looked up at Dabi right side is done don't touch anything no exceptions ok" he simply nodded you poke Shigaraki's shoulder "hey your turn" he paused his game and you handed him the nail polish "I'm going to get you both back for this" Dabi said as he sighs and let Shigaraki paint his nails 

you waited for a bit but you got bored and you get an idea you got up as Dabi watched you you grabbed a brush and some hair ties and came back and sat down next to Shigaraki and you reached to touch his hair before you could even get a strand of hair in your hands he stopped you "what are you doing" you giggled nervously "uh I just wanted to play with your hair is that ok?" he grunted you didn't touch his hair you didn't know if he wanted you to you "you can" he mumbles you smiled and kissed his cheek "yay thank you"you reached to his blue hair and you put your hand through it

It was surprisingly soft and brushed out and brushed through it and you looked at them and they weren't looking at you you smelled his hair I was sweet you smiled as you run your finger through his hair he was calmer and once he was done with Dabi's nails he moves and leans against you he moves and laid his head on your lap you chuckle and look up at Dabi 

Shigaraki was haft asleep on your lap and Dabi was waiting for his nails to be dry you turned on a movie before anyone could fall asleep Dabi got up and turned off the light and you moved Shigaraki's head onto a pillow you laid down in front of him and he looked down at you with a smile he reached up to scratch at his neck you blocked his hand with yours and you kissed his scars on his neck and instead of itched them your rubbed his neck and you kissed his neck again he blushed you smiled 

Dabi laid down behind you and you turned a bit you looked at him and smiled he kissed you "don't move around too much or you'll hit one of my scars" you simply nodded and placed your head back on the pillow "goodnight" you whispered and you closed your eyes falling asleep 

hey everyone hope you like Chapter 5 if you did follow for more sorry for how short it was 

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