fate | b.yedam ✔️

5.2

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*long chapter

3 years later*

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Vlive : BANG YEDAM is now starting a livestream

yedam looks up to the phone that his staff have prepared for him. he smiles when he saw lots of his fans entering the live.

"hello everyone!! see, i keep my promise to come hehe! how was the album?"

his smile get even wider when he read the comments

"bangyedamawesome ; ARE YOU KIDDING I LOVE IT"

"yedamnoticeme ; UGH YOUR SOULFUL VOICE MAKES THE ALBUM SO SO SO AWESOME

"zzings ; it was great! but i've a question though. you told us before that there would be 10 song on the album but there were only 9?"

"ah, zzings - nim , you're so quick to realise huh hahahah. okay before i answer them, can anyone guess which song was it?"

lots of comments come after that, all of them writing the same thing.

yedam chuckled reading the comments. "yeah true, i didn't released born to love you!"

"ah now you guys must be curious why right? it is a long story though."

he laughes when he read that they all wanted to know why.

he took a deep breath in and smiles. his smiles seems sad and his fans are dying to know why.

"the reason why i didn't release it was because i couldn't do it. the song was written for someone -" he laughes when he remembered hyuna heard him sang the song in the rain.

"well to be specific, it was for my first love. she was my happiness, my world, my rainbow after a storm, my light in the darkness, she was my everything. -" he stopped talking, trying to gather more courage talking about hyuna. it has been 3 years since he said her name again so it was hard to do so.

" but things didn't go well for us. with me being a trainee and she's still in school, we grew apart and lastly we decided to stay as friends -"

he looks up to the comments, all of them were comforting him saying that being friends is better than nothing at all.

" yes, being friends is better than anything at all but sadly, she got into an accident with her brother and she didn't survived. " he smiles sadly again and wipes his tear away. he didn't even realised he was crying.

"they were driving home from my debut show so i felt really angry. i felt as if i was the reason they get into the accident so i was depressed for a long time and born to love you was continued written after that time."

"seeing that it was such a depressing song, i decided to not finish it at all. here, let me gave you guys a sneak peek of it. you won't get to hear this song again after this hahah since i'm going to delete them "

he wipes all his tear away and smile. clicking and typing on his computer. his comments section is now fill with blue heart, his fans way to comfort him.

he clicked play and a melody started playing.

"어떻게? / What can I do?

널 있긴하고 / Even though i have you

I was born to love you

But now we hate each other

미안해, 내일 반복해도 / i'm sorry, even if tomorrow comes again

I was born to love you

So give me a chance

난 너를 위해 널 / I'm yours"

"there. i only managed to write that much so we decided to not release it. i'm sorry for telling you guys such a depressing story hahahah but i'm fine guys, don't worry!"

he then continues reading the comments. there it wrote "wahh she's lucky to have you as a bf yedam - ssi"

yedam shook his head no. " i was the lucky one actually."

"oh another fun fact, darari is written about her too hahahah. she was my biggest inspiration and i inspire to be better for her"

he reads more comments and answer them all.

"yedam-ssi, may i know her name?"

he smiles while reading the question. "sure, her name is choi hyuna, and she's forever my love"

"it's getting late now swannies! let's have fun again later okay. bubye! bang yedam signing off"

he ends the live and stare at the photo frame beside his pc. it was a portrait of hyuna smiling happily.

he took the frame and hug it. his mind wander back to the day hyuna and hyunsuk get into the accident, exactly 3 years ago.

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