Magnolia

Chapter 13: Pain

I wake up with cramps. Shit...but Bucky is still wrapped around me. "Umm Buck?" I say. "Mmm" I hear him groan. "I uhh...I need to pee." I tell him. He moved and I rushed to the bathroom. Then I hear Bucky. "Oh..." then I hear shuffling and my drawers being opened. He's the best. "Mags?" Im so embarrassed. "Mhm." I answered. "Do you need anything?" He asks. "Uhh I need some underwear and a towel." I say. "Ok Doll. I'll be right back." He said. I almost started crying. Not with pain but with embarrassment. I need to get new birth control. Then I hear knocks. "Doors unlocked Bucky." I said. He came in with my undies and towel he went to the shower and turned it on. "You don't need to be embarrassed Doll. It's ok." He said while testing the waters. "I'm so sorry Bucky." I said. "It's ok." He said. "I need to take a shower." I said. He got out and I walked over to the shower and got undressed. I went into the shower letting the water help with the cramps. I didn't even notice the door open. I heard the shampoo bottle open. "No...you cant." I said while he was shampooing my hair. "You really want me to stop?" He asked. "No." I said leaning back into him.

After the shower he left and I got dressed putting a pad on. I don't like Tampons. Sue me. "Hey!" Peter said. Giving me a hug. "Hey?" I said confused. "Bucky will be right back he went to the store to get milk." Peter let me know. I went to grab a coke and noticed we had 2 milk jugs. "You gonna lie to me again? Where did he go?" I said. "All I know is he said 'tell Mags I'm going to the store to get milk' and he left." He let me know. I hate having trust issues but I do and it sucks. "Oh ok." I said internally freaking out. "It's ok." He said hugging me again. "You ok?" He asked. "No I'm stressed, Bucky slept with me last night, this morning I woke up to cramps and was in pain. And it was embarrassing." I said. "You know Bucky came down here and put the sheets in the washer. I thought y'all did something last night and made a mess." He confessed. "Really? We aren't that bad." I said. He did an awkward chuckle. I love making it weird between us. "Yeah..." He said. "Oh by the way. How's MJ?" I asked. "Oh she's good. I asked her out finally and we're going on a date later." He said. "Oh that's cool!" I said excited for my big brother. "Yeah. I'm nervous. I don't know what girls like on dates and what not." He said. "Well we like to laugh about stupid stuff. Umm well I don't really know cause my first date was at a river and we had sex." I said laughing. "That's where we are going. I'm excited!" He said. Did I get a little pissed off. Yeah. Am I gonna show it. No. "Oh that's cool!" I said. Then Bucky came in.

"Where were you?" I asked. "Oh I went to the store to grab milk but they were out of the ones we get." He said. "Liar." I said annoyed. "What do you mean?" He asked. I grabbed him by his shirt and pulled him into the kitchen and opened the fridge. "We have fucking milk. Where. Were. You?" I asked again. "I got you this." He said pulling out my favorite chocolate. "Aww now I feel like a dick." I said taking my dark chocolate. "Peter helped me out. You know trynna tell me what to do." Bucky explained. I smiled and kissed his cheek. "You're so sweet." I told him. He smiled. "You know I looked up on how to help get rid of cramps a-" I wouldn't let him finishe the sentence. "Nope nope nope! Nuh uh! Hell no!" I yelled going upstairs. "What did you do?" I heard Peter ask. "You don't wanna know." I heard Bucky answer. "Ok." All he said. I went to my room and laid down. I know that sex can help with cramps but I don't want to make a mess. The shits gross. But we could do it in the shower. Nope Maggie stop. But we could. The drains there. "Hey." I heard a voice say pulling me from my thoughts. "Hey." I said back. "Sorry about earlier. I know it was kinda weird." He said. "It's ok. I just...I don't know." I said with a big sigh. "It's ok if you don't want to. I hope you know that." He said kissing my head. "I know Bucky. I know."