A/n: most of this is just lyrics but i think you can guess who we meet at the end-!
Almost immediately ms.Jackson walks up to me her glasses on the bridge of her nose. She bends down to talk to me, I'm not that short! " Listen here young lady," she said to me drilling holes into my soul with her eyes. " A nice family is coming by and we can't have you ruining it can we? So I need you to stay in your room unless you are called, ok?" Every word she said was laced with venom almost as if she was daring me to say no. I nodded my head and hurried back to my room. The family had arrived by now and I was bored so I got out my guitar and played.
Taking a deep breath I started to sing, strumming along with the words.
( Numb little bug)
'I don't feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we're outta touch
I've been driving in L.A.
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that's bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see if you feel the same as me'
Taking a deep breath with tears in my eyes I continued.
"Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin'
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Guess I'm just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can't pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy, I wish that I could count
'Cause I just wanna see if this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like you're fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
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