Celtic Love (not edited) completed

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READ THIS PART 1ST-

using an online translator for the Irish language and Scottish so if there are mistakes I'm sorry)

THIS STORY WILL HAVE SEX SCENES 

THERE WILL POSSIBLY BE THE FOLLOWING MENTIONED

MISCARRIAGE

RAPE

THERE WILL BE 

BODY DISCRIMINATION

VIOLENCE

BLOOD

SEX (POSSIBLE KINKY AND DIRTY)

SPIT 

MURDER

BULLYING

IF YOU DONT WANNA READ THIS STORY WITH WHAT COULD POSSIBLY BE LISTED AND WILL BE LISTED THEN DONT GO PAST THE LINE.

I'VE NEVER DONT A PLUS SIZE OC SO THIS IS MY FIRST TIME. BEAR WITH ME ON IT.

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Being thicker than a gran majority of the classmates I've had growing up made me the target of fat jokes, bullying, and other shit.

I learned to have thick skin and consider where the bullshit is coming from. 

I also learned to love myself thickness and all.

When I ever I'd have a gut "interested" in me they only wanted a piece of my big ass or would be with me as a joke.

I've gotten into plenty of fights beating guys' and girls' asses over treating me like shit just cause I'm thicker in size than them. and they thought that they can talk shit about my weight and bully me and I'd not do anything to defend myself.

It wasn't till I was almost done with college that I met someone who didn't care about my weight or that I was a big girl. he showed me how men handle phat girls. and I say phat not as slandering or throwing off on my own weight or ladies who are thick. I say phat for pretty hot and thick girls.

Filip or Chibs as he liked to be called showed me that real men don't care about a woman's weight just as long as the respect and everything was both ways. which I told him I'd never throw off on him for his scars or his age. that neither of them label him of how he can love. or who he is. 

I showed him time and time again just how much I love him when we became a couple. and he showed me just how good he can handle this thick girl.

my heart broke when he left Ireland and our contact ended as well as our relationship. I never found out why it happened or his reason for not letting me know what occurred. 

I cried over him I spent so long questioning his shit. that had to come to a stop when I found out I was pregnant.

After making sure my little one was doing ok I got my life back on track and took care of not only myself & my ceann beag. 

I worked as an editor from home as well as transcriptionist.

the whole pregnancy I was cautious and careful, I didn't do stupid things nor did I take risks. I didn't wanna have a miscarriage and suffer more heartbreak. I wanted to have a healthy pregnancy and that's just what I did for a whole nine months.

My son Finnegan Filip Clery was born happy as he could be, loud and chunky which just made him so damn cute.

Four years after having him I moved from our home country of Ireland and headed to America. it took quite some time having to buy a house, deal with getting citizenship, and other important documents for the two of us.

I found Charming by chance I guess never having heard about the place when I've heard about  California.

Finn and I got settled in our cozy house and I got him signed up for pre-k so he could meet new kids and make friends as well as broaden his knowledge.

I still work from home as a transcriptionist having decided that I no longer wanted to be an editor.

Three months after living in charming I saw my ex and he looked so different. it was like a whole new part of him that he had kept hidden from me.

Funny how he left me and I seemed to have found him years later with mine and his son.

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ceann beag- little one 

(not sure how long this book will be or the chapters.)