Valeria's POV:
Justin just hasn't been feeling the same with me. i don't know what it is. i felt like i did something wrong but at the same time, i didn't?
Few days later:
Valeria's POV:
I just got out of the shower, putting my clothes on, getting comfortable and figuring out what to do with my hair. until i get a phone call from Justin and i answer it, being excited he ACTUALLY wanted to talk to me
Justin: "hello?"
me: "oh hey!!"
him: "uhm how are you"
me: "oh i'm good i'm just doing my hair"
him: "oh cool"
It felt so...weird? talking to him again. and it genuinely hurt because my whole summer was about him and i just didn't know what to do.
him: "hey...can i tell you something?"
me: "yeah sure of course you can tell me anything"
him: "well you know...school started and i've been busy so i don't think this is gonna work out..."
me: "what do you mean?"
him: "i mean this isn't gonna work out because i'm so busy with school and my job that i won't have time"
I sit there. not knowing what to process. what to say. i just sit there. in shock.
me: "oh so we take a break?"
him: "no"
me: "a pause?"
him: "no"
me: "so you fully wanna break up?"
him: "yes"
The only word that could come into my head was "wow". like wow. the whole nerve he had.
me: "oh yeah...that's fine, yeah"
him: "but you know we can always be friends"
me: ????????
me: "yeah...always. well i have to uhm...go right now i'll...call you later."
him: "yeah. bye."
me: "bye..."
I drop my phone on my table and break down. i cried harder than i ever did for a boy. i liked Justin ever since i met him and when we had our first conversation during the summer, we instantly clicked and i felt so strong feelings for him. and he felt it too, i know that for sure because he said it was unbreakable when he told me he liked me.
My sister comes back into the room and sees me crying and she asks what happened and i explained everything. she hugs me and tells me everything will be alright but it just doesn't feel like it. i felt everything coming down at me. and yeah, i didn't date him for long but it didn't matter. i liked him so much and i attached myself to any boy who gave me attention or i've liked
cause that's how it happened with me.
I cry even more on my bed and before i knew it im asleep. what a worst way to start this new year of school...
